Okay so there's this whole Damian vs Casey mud wrestling match going on in my head. Yes, Casey asked me out. Yes, Casey kissed me. Yes, I partook in this with the knowledge that Damian may possibly like me.
So anyway yesterday Caitlin and I went to the Labour Club for dinner with John, John and Damian. I thought I had told Caitlin that Casey and I made out but she heard "went out" so when I told her again her and I were just all giggles. The boys had no idea what was going on. So anyway... after the labour club I walked caitlin to the street and then walked back through the courtyard, I ran into Casey. So I had a chat with him. There were people all around so i was all 'omg kiss me again' in my head but we didn't coz there were people around (worst english sentence ever). So yeah... anyway... later that night I called adam to ask him how his tute was so he came up to my room and we hung out. I was avoiding doing work so we went down to the green room to watch tv, on the way we met Damian so we decided to watch tv in his room instead. So the three of us hung out.
Conversation got on the subject slightly and Damian asked what Caitlin and I were giggling about all night and so I told them that I made out with Casey. Damian said that he wanted a girlfriend and I asked if there were any girls and he said there were two but they were both taken. I knew the first one was Caitlin and kinda new that the second one was me. I also told them that Casey asked if I was going out with either of them and Damian said "why didn't you say yes?" in this cute little voice and i'm like "i'm sorry". And it was all... arghey...
The conversation kinda drifted a bit, I was curled up on Damian's bed, the most comfortable place in the world (I love his doona). So I said I had to be in bed by 1am coz I had class this morning but I didn't want to leave. Adam left at about 10 past 1 and I stayed there with Damian, lying on his bed, occasionally saying stuff.
I said "I have to go" without making any effort to get up He said "no, you don't have to" I said "I kinda do" He said "no, you don't have to"
ARGHHHHHHHHH. OMG. It's just that i'm so damn comfortable with Damian. We have so much in common and I can ask him questions and trust him. I worry because Casey asked me out, or at least decided to, before we had a real conversation. And he's 5 years and 4 months older than I am, and he's my first boyfriend so all those things that 23 year old guys want i'm totally not even close to being ready for. And I worry coz his hands were kinda up my shirt a tiny little bit when we were kissing. I just worry. But Shannon said that she thinks Casey really likes me.
Lol, Shannon's first reaction to the fact that Casey was my first kiss was "now you've started... go kiss some other guys". Lol. I didn't.
I worry that by going out with Casey, if it doesn't work out then i've forever ruined my chances with Damian coz I didn't pick him in the first place. I also worry that if I go out with Damian and we break up then we're gonna ruin this awesome friendship that we have at the moment. And kinda put Caitlin and Adam and Shannon in a weird place coz they're all friends with both of us.
My plan for the moment is to wash my clothes, go to my tutorial this afternoon, straighten my hair when I get back and see what happens tonight when I watch the OC with Casey. He doesn't seem keen in anyone else knowing bout the relationship yet which I understand coz we havent actually gone out yet. So i'm just gonna see what happens.
I sat with Damian on his bed until 1:45am this morning, I had to go coz I almost fell asleep.
I mean, the truth is that I would have gone out with Damian if he'd've asked me first.
My Photo Album
"Having lunch in a park in Zealand"
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"Glacier Climbing in NZ"
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"Jet Boating with the family in NZ"
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"Making a card tower on the ferry crossing in NZ"
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"The Soda Fountain"
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"Hole in the Rock"
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"Old Cromwell Town"
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"On top of Franz Josef Glacier"
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"Kiss for the Rock'n'Roll Gender Bender"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Chev, Alicia and John"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Alicia and Me"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Marissa"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Phillllllliiiiippp"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Timmy"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - John John"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Another John"
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"Ghost Drop Girls"
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"Lounging around @ SusSEX"
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"Rosie Hammocking"
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"Kath fell asleep in the sunshine"
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"Caitlin's Bday @ Moose"
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"The boys bonding"
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"Caitlin & Matthew"
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"The family @ Mitch's 21st"
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"Case & I @ Op Shop '06"
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"The boys visiting Berra"
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"Chicken & his Daddy watching the footy"
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"Drunk on Midori"
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"Boring Bar Night"
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"Caitlin and Me at the Bar"
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"Ressies Ball '06"
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"P-top common room"
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"Mitchie's Graduation!!"
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"The 'rents were so proud"
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"Smiling Faces"
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"Kath's first visit @ the bus stop"
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"Damo's Birthday Dinner '06"
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"Yummy Yummy Yummy Pasta"
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"Caitlin Snorting"
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"John & Diane @ Moose"
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"Traffic Light Party"
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"Moustache Men"
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"Pizza Boy"
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"I tried to eat Caitlin's ear"
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"Johnny Boy"
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"Checkers after I.Love"
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"P.A.D"
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"Ben & Timmy"
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Tunes to keep you busy
A Quick Wilson Quiz
"You can't stop the beat" - Hairspray
TRACY
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet
But i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'
Round and round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
TRACY & LINK
Cause you can't stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
PENNY
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea
SEAWEED
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be
PENNY
And if they try to stop us, Seaweed,
I'll call the N Double A C P
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
PENNY & SEAWEED
Cause you can't stop the beat
PENNY & SEAWEED
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
What I'm dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!
EDNA
You cant stop my happiness
Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
So if you don't like the way i look
Well, i |ust don't give a damn!
EDNA & ENSEMBLE
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
EDNA & COMPANY
'Cause you cant stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
MOTORMOUTH
Oh oh oh
You can't stop today
As it comes speeding down the track
Child, yesterday is hist'ry
And it's never coming back
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause tomorrow is a brand new day
MOTORMOUTH
And it don't know white from black
ENSEMBLE
Yeah!
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat
ALL
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop ths paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
You can't stop the beat!
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
ALL
Ever since we first saw the sun
A man and woman like to shake it when the day is done
But we're gonna shake and shimmy it
And have some fun
For today!
ALL
Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
'Cause you can't stop the beat!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
my name is wilson
I'm one of those people who prefers to be out the back of the shoe store packing away boxes and ordering shoes rather than serving customers. I'm allergic to nothing and yet
I avoid things that i'm not used to. I fell in love once and to be loved is the most wonderful feeling in the entire world. I hold on to stereotypes of myself from years
ago not realising how much i've changed. I've taken two steps toward being independent but am nowhere near the stage most people are at my age. I crave attention but at
the same time hate getting it. I like my privacy and my space and miss having a big backyard to wander in. I want to do everything but make no effort to do anything
and then complain about it. I love to laugh and to make other people laugh at me. I can't stand being serious or when somebody else is crying and I can't do anything
to make them feel better. I want to be held when I cry. I want to be spoilt and to lie in bed forever with someone who i've given my heart to.
