* watching scrubs and buffy instead of studying coz i'm a bad bad girl. *
I think I ate mould for dinner. Grosstastic. See somebody found my food cupboard key and it was returned to me yesterday. Only for me to discover that the bread I had left in there was completely and utterly mouldy. I threw it out immediately of course but now i'm paranoid that the cupboard and everything in it smells completely gross. I washed out the cupboard and all the stuff from it is in my room at the moment. I've washed most things but some of them still smell. I'm gonna leave the cupboard empty till tomorrow and see if it smells any better. Then I may wash everything a second and third time until I am satisfied of its clenliness.
Got a sms from Eric the security guard today. He wished me good luck for my exams, actually I think he was just checking I was stll alive and possibly interested. I replied but my life is so hectic at the moment I think dating anybody would be a bad idea.
Have an exam tomorrow. Have not studied much (read: at all). But it's my last one and im just anxious for it to be over... completely over.
Then shopping will be had. And fun fun fun.
And then home which I am greatly looking forward to. Much fun will be had. Possibly be out drinking tomorrow night. Mmmm feel like toast.
Hehehe when I was out for Diane's birthday (which was fantastic) I was sending drunk texts to people, and uh caitlin spilt diane's drink all over me so I sent someone a message that said "im a dirty girl". This person refuses to delete the message from their phone and now im all embarassed. Oh yeah I was very drunk.
13 June 2007
* study buddy *
Today I worked 9-5:30, did groceries on my way home, got home at 6:30, did my washing, washed my dishes, cleaned my room, changed my sheets, and now it's 9pm and i am just starting study.
My last exam is on friday, all the boys and caitlin are finished. I hate the fact that I had two exams onn the first day and then had to wait ages for my last one. I've done no study for it so far and pretty much no work during the year. Good thing is that I only need 40% to pass the course, but still it's 40% that I have to get somehow.
And I went to the movies last night :) coz im a bad girl and didn't want to study. Saw Pirates and I liked it.
I am going to go study now whether you like it or not :P
10 June 2007
* Folder for a Mopey Me *
I got my dinner/lunch bought for me tonight. :) Was a nice change. John's friend Ryan is visiting and the two of us went to subway this afternoon so he bought my food. A nice change from timmy being over last night and us going to McDonalds and he saying "so if we go, does that mean i have to buy you something?"
Apologies for being a grumble bum at the moment. I had a bit of a bad day yesterday after having an awesome night out on friday night so the fall has kinda knocked me around.
There's a party at uni on the saturday after my first week back next semester and I think you should all come visit me :) It should be fun fun fun and I fear that I may be in need of some morale support from home because casey will probably be around.
Casey uploaded photos onto facebook the other day. Photos of him in England and Germany and stuff. It's nice to know he's having a good time and *insert nice things a nice person would say in this situation*. He's put up photos of him and Jenny. And i'm like *sad face* and then *furrows eyebrows* and then *jealous face* and sometimes even *angry face* and then it always ends up as *its-my-own-fault-so-i-cant-blame-him face*
Do you guys remember Jenny from my blog posts last year? His 'friend' from Germany who came to visit at the beginning of the year. I'm being a bitch and keep referring to her as his 'german-whore' but I know its mean coz I think she was nice when I met her (truthfully i didn't pay much attention coz I was to uncomfortable at the time) and she seems like she's a nice person in all the photos. Still, it makes me upset.
And yet im still hanging out with Timmy even though the amount of hanging-out-ness has decreased majorly. I feel bad saying all this but I promised to be all truthful. Geez I hope nobody from uni is reading this right now. So anyway I don't even really enjoy the hanging out with Timmy. I mean he's a great person and we get along fine but I feel like i'm waiting for something and Im not sure what. I don't want him to be my boyfriend or anything and the relationship is still undeclared as to any status. I think he referred to it as "going out" but I maintain that we have not actually been anywhere together or on anything that can be constrewed as a date of any kind. I went out on friday night and didn't invite him and I had the most awesomeest time just being with my friends without having a significant other around.
I really think i've become a bad person but I'm gonna pull out the "i'm human" card and hide behind it for the moment.
So I had a breakdown this semester. If it was possible I would have stayed in bed for probably a whole month but I knew I couldn't. And I went though this thing without my family around and that sucks completely. I needed my family even if it was just to watch a movie with me or sit next to me for a while.
My Photo Album
"Having lunch in a park in Zealand"
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"Glacier Climbing in NZ"
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"Jet Boating with the family in NZ"
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"Making a card tower on the ferry crossing in NZ"
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"The Soda Fountain"
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"Hole in the Rock"
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"Old Cromwell Town"
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"On top of Franz Josef Glacier"
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"Kiss for the Rock'n'Roll Gender Bender"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Chev, Alicia and John"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Alicia and Me"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Marissa"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Phillllllliiiiippp"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Timmy"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - John John"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Another John"
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"Ghost Drop Girls"
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"Lounging around @ SusSEX"
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"Rosie Hammocking"
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"Kath fell asleep in the sunshine"
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"Caitlin's Bday @ Moose"
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"The boys bonding"
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"Caitlin & Matthew"
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"The family @ Mitch's 21st"
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"Case & I @ Op Shop '06"
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"The boys visiting Berra"
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"Chicken & his Daddy watching the footy"
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"Drunk on Midori"
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"Boring Bar Night"
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"Caitlin and Me at the Bar"
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"Ressies Ball '06"
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"P-top common room"
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"Mitchie's Graduation!!"
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"The 'rents were so proud"
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"Smiling Faces"
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"Kath's first visit @ the bus stop"
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"Damo's Birthday Dinner '06"
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"Yummy Yummy Yummy Pasta"
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"Caitlin Snorting"
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"John & Diane @ Moose"
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"Traffic Light Party"
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"Moustache Men"
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"Pizza Boy"
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"I tried to eat Caitlin's ear"
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"Johnny Boy"
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"Checkers after I.Love"
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"P.A.D"
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"Ben & Timmy"
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Tunes to keep you busy
A Quick Wilson Quiz
"You can't stop the beat" - Hairspray
TRACY
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet
But i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'
Round and round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
TRACY & LINK
Cause you can't stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
PENNY
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea
SEAWEED
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be
PENNY
And if they try to stop us, Seaweed,
I'll call the N Double A C P
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
PENNY & SEAWEED
Cause you can't stop the beat
PENNY & SEAWEED
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
What I'm dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!
EDNA
You cant stop my happiness
Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
So if you don't like the way i look
Well, i |ust don't give a damn!
EDNA & ENSEMBLE
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
EDNA & COMPANY
'Cause you cant stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
MOTORMOUTH
Oh oh oh
You can't stop today
As it comes speeding down the track
Child, yesterday is hist'ry
And it's never coming back
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause tomorrow is a brand new day
MOTORMOUTH
And it don't know white from black
ENSEMBLE
Yeah!
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat
ALL
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop ths paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
You can't stop the beat!
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
ALL
Ever since we first saw the sun
A man and woman like to shake it when the day is done
But we're gonna shake and shimmy it
And have some fun
For today!
ALL
Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
'Cause you can't stop the beat!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
my name is wilson
I'm one of those people who prefers to be out the back of the shoe store packing away boxes and ordering shoes rather than serving customers. I'm allergic to nothing and yet
I avoid things that i'm not used to. I fell in love once and to be loved is the most wonderful feeling in the entire world. I hold on to stereotypes of myself from years
ago not realising how much i've changed. I've taken two steps toward being independent but am nowhere near the stage most people are at my age. I crave attention but at
the same time hate getting it. I like my privacy and my space and miss having a big backyard to wander in. I want to do everything but make no effort to do anything
and then complain about it. I love to laugh and to make other people laugh at me. I can't stand being serious or when somebody else is crying and I can't do anything
to make them feel better. I want to be held when I cry. I want to be spoilt and to lie in bed forever with someone who i've given my heart to.
