19 May 2006
* McFlurry *
I want to make a website. Shucks, you guys all know that I ALWAYS want to make a website, but we were learning bout wire frames in my ISO lecture a couple of weeks ago and I began designing my own website. My main problem is content, what the fuck do I put in it? Like seriously I struggle enough with this blog. I spose i'd have this blog as one of the pages though. I'd make that work. I'd like to have my gossip thingey as one of the pages too... don't know what else.
I had an essay due today at 4pm, but our tutor said she wouldn't collect the box until monday at 1pm so we can have until then if we want. Hell yes. I'm stressed to the max. Like i'm gonna break soon. But after this essay i've only got a group presentation on tuesday and then i'm finished all my assessments, only exams left to go. I'm actually looking forward to studying for exams. Specially management. I want a distinction in everything, cept economics which i'm kinda not doing very well in, i'm hoping to pass.
Oh yeah, my parents are back in the country. They got back at 5:30AM yesterday, they're coming up to visit me in Canberra tomorrow morning =S. So i've got to finish this essay, clean my room, do some washing, wash my hair, make myself presentable, and hopefully find some time to get some sleep tonight. Not likely.
I stayed up until 3am this morning, then I got very very sleepy so I went to bed. Was woken up at 3:55 by a phone call. Casey was gonna come visit (he'd just got back from the bar) but he had a shower and then just fell asleep, lol. It was good that he woke me up though because I wrote another 250 words on my essay suddenly. Went to sleep at 4:30, woke up at 5:30, left him a message saying "where r u?" coz he said he was gonna call and come visit. Then I woke up at 11:30ish this morning.
It was a rocky night but I actually got some work done, well a tiny little bit.
Arghh.... had Maccas for dinner <---- grossness! But now i'm dying for a McFlurry so I might go back and get one later, if I had more money i'd shout Casey one too but i'm down to coins. Need to ATM. Ooh wait, counted money. $13 dollars in coins. Wooo! McDonalds here I come!! Rar, i'll go later.
Yeah did I mention that my parents will be here tomorrow? Possibly my brother will come too... wow scared... casey wants to meet them... they want to meet him... scared...
16 May 2006
* Multinational Corporations in Third World Countries *
Omg, it's like 4 times as hard to type when you've got long nails. Something about Canberra relaxes me, it seems, because my nails have grown pretty darn long... they're like longer than my fingers, and for me that's an accomplishment.
I almost passed out today. Omg. Okay so I had a group presentation at 9:30 which yes, i was nervous about, but it wasn't just that. I had trouble sleeping last night coz I was stressed about it, I didn't eat breakfast but that's nothing short of usual for me these days - ever. So anyway Kat did her bit of the presentation, Chris did his, I did mine, Monija did hers, Silvia did hers, Chris did some more and then Silvia spoke again. During Silvia's first bit, I started to get very very hot in the classroom, then I had a headache, I took my hair out but left my jacket on because I wanted to seem more professional. Then I got very very very hot, I was getting dizzy, i thought I was going to throw up. Suddenly everything got very dark and blurry. I poked Kat and told her I had to go outside but I didn't leave, I didn't want to leave until the presentation was over. Silvia finished her last bit, people started clapping and im seriously about to keel over. I walk towards the door but we're on the other side of the room and I can't see, I almost fall down but Kat catches me and helps me out of the room. We quickly find the bathroom and I rush in and almost throw up a couple of times.
I was soooooooooooo embarassed. I'm thinking it was a combination of the stress i've been feeling this week, the fact that I skipped breakfast, couldn't sleep, and was very hot.
The tute ended early after the other group's presentation (which I didn't watch coz I was in the bathroom), so I had an hour break. I walked back home, dumped my computer and bag and rested in Casey's room for like 20 minutes till I had to go to my next class. I wasn't going to stay for it but I got there and didn't want to tarnish my perfect tute attendance record. So I stayed for an hour tute and then an hour lab right after, with the biggest headache ever. Then I had a three hour break before my Eco tute so I went home and had some soup and a nap and felt much better after. It was the most perfectest nap in the world. Still got the headache, still tired, but i'm feeling better.
Oh. And we got 16/20 for the presentation which I thought was alright. I've been happy with most of my marks at university so far, I even came to terms with my 2/5. It doesn't actually seem that bad. I mean if u change it to say 40/100 then it seems pretty shocking... but 2/5 seems alright, just don't tell my father.
Yes, less blogging, longer nails.
14 May 2006
* Sunday. *
I'm going to need help to actually do this. So i'm gonna be spazzy for the next... probably couple of weeks. Its gonna happen probably tomorrow or the next day. So if I start acting funny and dreaming about being back home in Sydney you know why. I should be alright. I mean, I will be alright, i'll just be a little funny for a while. It's to be expected.
This Year's Love
This years love it better last
Heaven knows its high time
I've been waiting on my own too long
And when you hold me like you do it feels so right oh now
I start to forget how my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feeling like you can't go on
Turning circles time again
Cut like a knife, oh now
If you love me I got to know for sure
Cause it takes something more this time than sweet sweet lies oh now,
Before I open up my arms and fall, losing all control,
Every dream inside my soul, when you kiss me on that midnight street,
Sweep me off my feet, singing ain't this life so sweet
This years love it better last
This years love it better last
Cause who's to worry if our hearts get torn
When the hurt gets thrown
Don't you know this life goes on
Won't you kiss me on that midnight street,
Sweep me off my feet, singing ain't this life so sweet
This years love it better last
This years love it better last
This years love it better last
This years love it better last
This years love it better last
whoah ah
This years love it better last
