Totally absolutely and completely looking forward to coming home tomorrow. It's the only thing that's kept me going these past couple of days. Went shopping with the girls today, to Brand Depot, it's kinda the Canberra equivalent of DFO. John came with us so he got very very bored. I didn't buy anything but I saw this very pretty red dress that was awesome. It needs to have straps put on it coz it keeps falling down but i was thinking of wearing it to ressies ball. I might go back for it later.
I have to work out what i'm doing when i'm home, think i'm gonna be very busy. Thursday is maya day and movie night, friday night is play with mummy, saturday night kath and i shall be cool and hang out. Monday is the Zoo. That's all so far, i shall call the parents soon :) I miss them heaps and heaps and heaps and heaps and heaps and heaps and heaps and heaps.
17 June 2007
* Scrambled Eggs with a little bit of ham mixed in *
Exams are over. So friday night I went to uni pub with the boys, we met up with chev and his friends from home and had tequila shots and were amused by drunken people. Mmmm i heart tequila shots now :) but i could only have one because i had to save money for a taxi back home. It was a good night but I didn't realise we were going to be out so late. The taxi dropped us back at checkers and we got some yummy food and then walked back home. it was bloody freezing!! I got to bed at about 4am and had to wake up at 8:30 for work. Grrr work. Suprisingly i made it to work and wasn't completely tired, i hadn't had that much alcohol so i wasn't hungover or anything. Work was busy coz we're having a sale. I sold 35 pairs of shoes and made a grand. Sucks though coz they're not going to pay me any more money than if I sold two pairs of shoes and made $100. stupid stupid. oh well. kept me busy running around and around and tripping over on the broken tiles and dropping shoeboxes on my head and slipping down the metal thingey on the floor and falling off ladders.
After work I went shopping :) yay!!! I kinda went a bit over the top. I bought a book, a dvd and a cd and a doona ($200 which mum is going to pay for), looked at doona covers but didn't find one that i like enough. And I bought all that boring stuff i needed like tissues and shampoo and conditioner etc.
Almost went on a date last night. I ended up chickening out. Eric the security guard still wants to go out with me even though i've forgotten what he looks like because i haven't seen him in three weeks. He was messaging me on friday night when he was out coz he was at work and he almost came to uni pub to say hi (which would have been good coz there were heaps of people around and if he was a psycho killer i could have just left with me friends and we would have all probably been killed instead of just me), but he didn't, not sure what time he finished work. So anyway... he wanted to take me out last night but i messaged him and said i was too tired. I don't think i want to go on a date with a guy i know nothing about, i know that's really the point of dates, getting to know someone, but i want to have spoken to them more than once beforehand. So now I dont know what i say though coz he wants to go out with me before i go back to sydney. help! advice please.
I got flirting tips by Jess - one of Chev's friends from home. She's an extravogant flirt, everybody knows she's doing it but the boys getting the attention don't care, and by 'boys' i do mean the plural boys she is flirting with at the same time at the same table. She says it's all about sex. I'm smart enough not to listen to her, and anyway I think I do okay on my own. I spent the whole night being hit on by one of chev's friends. So I did fine. He was hella drunk though. And I wasn't trying to be hit on btw.
I've decided what i'm gonna say to timmy now, i just have to wait for him to message me first.
Case is probably coming back next semester, i've been facebook-stalking him and he wrote on john's wall that he thinks they've offered him his old room back. So that means all sorts of things that I don't want to think about. Ever.
I am really really looking forward to coming home. I'm catching a bus back wednesday night after work so i'll get home about midnight. You know the real reason I want to come back? Well besides seeing you guys and catching up with you all. I also want to just be a kid again. This semester had been absolutely terrible, i dropped and failed a subject, and will be lucky if i get passes in the other three. My social life is messy, even though I have gotten a lot closer to my good friends. I've forgotten important things, been busy and not around. Just generally i've been a total shit. So I want to go home and play monopoly with my family and have chinese takeout and be the baby of the family, the one who doesn't have to be mature unless i really want to. And remember that my family will always take me in no matter what kind of person i've become and how much i detest myself.
John (the bigger one) said something mean about me behind my back a while ago. I only found out recently but it's been eating away at me. I'm rather dis-impressed with him as a friend, good thing he's at home in mackay and not around, coz then i would have to act all angry with him and that takes too much effort. it's better that it eats away at me slowly when he's not around and eventually one night when we're drunk we'll get onto the topic and i'll bring it up and he'll defend his position and say he thinks its true and then i'll end up being just more upset. It's a good system i've got going here.
It's almost 2pm, i should go have breakfast coz i forgot to have dinner last night. I'm probably hungry, not too sure.
My Photo Album
"Having lunch in a park in Zealand"
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"Glacier Climbing in NZ"
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"Jet Boating with the family in NZ"
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"Making a card tower on the ferry crossing in NZ"
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"The Soda Fountain"
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"Hole in the Rock"
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"Old Cromwell Town"
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"On top of Franz Josef Glacier"
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"Kiss for the Rock'n'Roll Gender Bender"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Chev, Alicia and John"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Alicia and Me"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Marissa"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Phillllllliiiiippp"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Timmy"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - John John"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Another John"
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"Ghost Drop Girls"
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"Lounging around @ SusSEX"
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"Rosie Hammocking"
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"Kath fell asleep in the sunshine"
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"Caitlin's Bday @ Moose"
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"The boys bonding"
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"Caitlin & Matthew"
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"The family @ Mitch's 21st"
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"Case & I @ Op Shop '06"
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"The boys visiting Berra"
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"Chicken & his Daddy watching the footy"
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"Drunk on Midori"
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"Boring Bar Night"
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"Caitlin and Me at the Bar"
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"Ressies Ball '06"
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"P-top common room"
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"Mitchie's Graduation!!"
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"The 'rents were so proud"
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"Smiling Faces"
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"Kath's first visit @ the bus stop"
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"Damo's Birthday Dinner '06"
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"Yummy Yummy Yummy Pasta"
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"Caitlin Snorting"
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"John & Diane @ Moose"
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"Traffic Light Party"
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"Moustache Men"
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"Pizza Boy"
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"I tried to eat Caitlin's ear"
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"Johnny Boy"
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Tunes to keep you busy
A Quick Wilson Quiz
"You can't stop the beat" - Hairspray
TRACY
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet
But i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'
Round and round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
TRACY & LINK
Cause you can't stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
PENNY
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea
SEAWEED
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be
PENNY
And if they try to stop us, Seaweed,
I'll call the N Double A C P
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
PENNY & SEAWEED
Cause you can't stop the beat
PENNY & SEAWEED
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
What I'm dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!
EDNA
You cant stop my happiness
Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
So if you don't like the way i look
Well, i |ust don't give a damn!
EDNA & ENSEMBLE
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
EDNA & COMPANY
'Cause you cant stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
MOTORMOUTH
Oh oh oh
You can't stop today
As it comes speeding down the track
Child, yesterday is hist'ry
And it's never coming back
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause tomorrow is a brand new day
MOTORMOUTH
And it don't know white from black
ENSEMBLE
Yeah!
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat
ALL
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop ths paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
You can't stop the beat!
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
ALL
Ever since we first saw the sun
A man and woman like to shake it when the day is done
But we're gonna shake and shimmy it
And have some fun
For today!
ALL
Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
'Cause you can't stop the beat!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
my name is wilson
I'm one of those people who prefers to be out the back of the shoe store packing away boxes and ordering shoes rather than serving customers. I'm allergic to nothing and yet
I avoid things that i'm not used to. I fell in love once and to be loved is the most wonderful feeling in the entire world. I hold on to stereotypes of myself from years
ago not realising how much i've changed. I've taken two steps toward being independent but am nowhere near the stage most people are at my age. I crave attention but at
the same time hate getting it. I like my privacy and my space and miss having a big backyard to wander in. I want to do everything but make no effort to do anything
and then complain about it. I love to laugh and to make other people laugh at me. I can't stand being serious or when somebody else is crying and I can't do anything
to make them feel better. I want to be held when I cry. I want to be spoilt and to lie in bed forever with someone who i've given my heart to.
