16 June 2006

* And now for something completely different... a blog post! *

I wasn't planning on posting tonight. But I was prompted into it. Stupid peer pressure.

I had my first jelly shot this night. It was more like a jelly mugful actually. I went into the kitchen at like 10ish and all the girls were in there drunk, and Liz showed me a mug of jelly that was supposed to be mine. The others were having much smaller shots but they'd got a head start on me. They went to Maccas and I finished my jelly-mug. It took me ages and it was pretty gross, but I had it anyway coz I really don't want to study.

So now, a bit later, i'm sitting in my room blogging and drinking Goon with Orange Juice and not in the best of moods. I'm just a bit down on myself right now.

I went upstairs a while ago, sat for a bit with John and John in John's room (they were watching Munich). Then I was going to say hi to Casey in his room but he was in the common room chatting to people. I was feeling gutsy so I went in anyway. I pulled up a chair and sat round and they were all talking about people I didn't know and I didn't feel the need to chime in on any subject they covered, I felt so out of place. It's just a problem I have with groups of people. It's the reason it's taken me an entire semester to start bonding with my floor finally. I'm not good at mingling. I'm not good at meeting other people unless I feel comfortable. And Casey barely looked at me when we were sitting round the table. He did look disappointed when I left though, he asked me where I was going and all that. But I just wasn't comfortable in the meeting-people situation. And + I didn't know anybody's name and I wasn't introduced or anything so it was kind of hard for me to just jump in.

I'm kinda ~~disappointed~~ upset with myself for not being a nicer person and all that, and being able to join things easily, but it's never been something i've been very good at. I kinda feel shame right now.

It could be the goon talking.

Marketing exam on Monday. 9am-12am. I'll get back to Arscott at about 12:20pm. Then I have to walk out the gates at 5pm. I'll be back at home in Sydney at about 10:30 that night. Yeah, did I tell you? I changed my bus to monday so i'll be home monday night. I know I wanted to hang around here for a bit but I just really feel like I want to go home now. I don't know why. And I know it's going to be weird coz I won't see Casey for like a month. I honestly don't know how i'm going to deal without any kissing for a month. Argh. Lol. Actually I was alright when we broke up for a week so it should be fine. But anyway I won't see him again until the 16th of July when he gets back to Canberra.

I think if it was a normal relationship the being-apart-for-a-month wouldn't be as much of a problem, it's just the fact that he lives 30 seconds walk away and I see him many times a day. It'll be hard going cold-turkey. And I really hope he doesn't go kiss any girls back in Melbourne, or while he's still here in Canberra.

Argh. I think if I had one Casey-free blogpost I would die of shock. Or all of you would die of shock. I'm really happy with him at the moment. Like we + John + Adam went grocery shopping on wednesday afternoon/night. And there was hugging and kissing in public, and no just when we knew nobody, there was kissing and hugging in front of John and Adam (not full on pashing - i'm not gross). But I think I would be completely happy with the relationship if there was hugging and kissing in front of his friends, like the people on his floor, or at the uni bar one night. John and Adam are different coz they're friends with both of us, actually Adam is mostly my friend. But John is friends with both of us and he totally knows about the relationship so its kinda different. I want him to be proud of the fact that I am his girlfriend.

And on a completely unrelated matter...

... no, i have nothing else to say.

Oh, except economics is the devil. I know it's my fault for only attending like 5 lectures altogether and not knowing any of the material, but I'm pretty sure I failed the exam. It's alright though, coz I didn't need to pass the exam to pass the course. I'm on 33.5/50 at the moment, so I need 26.4 out of 80 (coz the exam was out of 80) in the exam to pass the course (I worked it out in the exam). Wooo! Watch me divide by 5 and then times by 8 in my baby brain.

11:43 pm | |

11 June 2006

* Centennial *

I wrote a post explaining that Casey and I are all good now but then I dropped my computer so it kind of got deleted. Don't worry my computer is fine... well I thought it was fine and then I found a bit of it on the ground, but I fixed it so I think it's fine again.

So yeah Casey and I just had a little misunderstanding, he thought I was ditching him and I thought he was ditching me when neither of us actually wanted to ditch the other. We said our 'sorry's' and everything is now all good. We watched the end of Titanic together.

I realised that his is my 100th blog post on this blog. So I thought I should commemorate by writing lots and lots and lots and posting pictures too. This is the first picture.

It's Jasha at the op-shop ball. It's his shy-guy pose. Caitlin's got one on her camera where he looks sleezy, apparently.

I have an economics exam on wednesday... I may actually fail it. If I were to fail anything it would be economics. So i've been trying to study but I just don't know the information. And every time I try to watch the lectures online I end up falling asleep. It's disastrous. Fletch and I studied together for a couple of hours yesterday, it was helpful, but I really need to go through the stuff we went through again by myself, and then move onto the stuff we didn't quite get too. If I had any coffee I would try and pull an all-nighter tonight to get it done, but I just don't have the stamina.

Oh yeah so did I write about Benny's friends yesterday? Well after the whole "can I come with you into the cubicle?" incident I saw him a couple of times later. Once I was walking back to my room and he's in the corridoor so he follows me into my room, i'm kinda just standing there and he's kinda just standing there. I pick up a jacket from my floor and turn around to hang it up, he closes the door behind me. I'm like... uh oh. I again tell him that I have a boyfriend and he eventually leaves. Later on he knocks on my door, I open it and let him in... we're sitting on my bed making idle chit chat... but he keeps moving closer to me. He tried to kiss me yet again and I keep saying no and I get up and leave. Later on i'm in the kitchen washing my dishes and he and the two other friends of benny's are sitting watching tv. He comes into the kitchen part, stands next to me at the sink and puts his hand on my arse. I jump away and he practically corners me against the cupboards, he's trying to kiss me again and i'm actually pushing his chest to try and get him to leave me alone. I leave the room again with my dishes still in the sink.

They're gone now, thank god.

See if I wasn't in the middle of fighting with Casey when the whole thing happened I would have called him and asked if he could come and stand with me while I finished my dishes, but he was watching Titanic and kinda annoyed at me.

Caitlin and I at the op shop ball.

I think if the bottle was empty I may look rather drunk in this photo. In reality i'm stone cold sober and just resting after our Maccas picnic.

The day before yesterday Adam, John, Caitlin and I went to Maccas for dinner and then brought it back and had a picnic in my room. It was nice, we just chilled out for hours... until Wallace set of the fire extinguisher in the R-Q stairwell and we all had to be evacuated, then we were yelled at by the firemen, then it was sooooo gross we could barely breathe. Kinda killed our picnic.

This is from AGES ago when Megan came to visit me. We're in the Green Room. Lalalalala.

That video is kinda long. I've got some more interesting ones on my computer now but I don't really feel like sharing them.

Oh I should have a look at booking my bus ticket back home... yes thats right, i'm going to make my own way home. I'm alright with that, s'long as my parents agree to pick me up at the station.

8:33 pm | |

"You can't stop the beat" - Hairspray

TRACY
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet
But i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'
Round and round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way

TRACY & LINK
Cause you can't stop the beat

Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today

'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why

And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!

PENNY
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea

SEAWEED
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be

PENNY
And if they try to stop us, Seaweed,
I'll call the N Double A C P
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way

PENNY & SEAWEED
Cause you can't stop the beat

PENNY & SEAWEED
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today

'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
What I'm dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!

EDNA
You cant stop my happiness
Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
So if you don't like the way i look
Well, i |ust don't give a damn!

EDNA & ENSEMBLE
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way

EDNA & COMPANY
'Cause you cant stop the beat

Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today

Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!

MOTORMOUTH
Oh oh oh
You can't stop today
As it comes speeding down the track
Child, yesterday is hist'ry
And it's never coming back

MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause tomorrow is a brand new day

MOTORMOUTH
And it don't know white from black

ENSEMBLE
Yeah!

MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat

ALL
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop ths paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
You can't stop the beat!

Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah

ALL
Ever since we first saw the sun
A man and woman like to shake it when the day is done
But we're gonna shake and shimmy it
And have some fun
For today!

ALL
Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
'Cause you can't stop the beat!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!

16 June 2006

* And now for something completely different... a blog post! *

11 June 2006

* Centennial *

My Photo Album

"Having lunch in a park in Zealand"

"Glacier Climbing in NZ"

"Jet Boating with the family in NZ"

"Making a card tower on the ferry crossing in NZ"

"The Soda Fountain"

"Hole in the Rock"

"Old Cromwell Town"

"On top of Franz Josef Glacier"

"Kiss for the Rock'n'Roll Gender Bender"

"Heaven'n'Hell - Chev, Alicia and John"

"Heaven'n'Hell - Alicia and Me"

"Heaven'n'Hell - Marissa"

"Heaven'n'Hell - Phillllllliiiiippp"

"Heaven'n'Hell - Timmy"

"Heaven'n'Hell - John John"

"Heaven'n'Hell - Another John"

"Ghost Drop Girls"

"Lounging around @ SusSEX"

"Rosie Hammocking"

"Kath fell asleep in the sunshine"

"Caitlin's Bday @ Moose"

"The boys bonding"

"Caitlin & Matthew"

"The family @ Mitch's 21st"

"Case & I @ Op Shop '06"

"The boys visiting Berra"

"Chicken & his Daddy watching the footy"

"Drunk on Midori"

"Boring Bar Night"

"Caitlin and Me at the Bar"

"Ressies Ball '06"

"P-top common room"

"Mitchie's Graduation!!"

"The 'rents were so proud"

"Smiling Faces"

"Kath's first visit @ the bus stop"

"Damo's Birthday Dinner '06"

"Yummy Yummy Yummy Pasta"

"Caitlin Snorting"

"John & Diane @ Moose"

"Traffic Light Party"

"Moustache Men"

"Pizza Boy"

"I tried to eat Caitlin's ear"

"Johnny Boy"

"Checkers after I.Love"

"P.A.D"

"Ben & Timmy"

Tunes to keep you busy

A Quick Wilson Quiz

"You can't stop the beat" - Hairspray

my name is wilson

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