17 March 2006
* Marketing *
This is so ridiculous. I am so homesick right now. All I want is to be back in Canberra in my room with all my stuff. Yeah I was totally happy to get back here in Sydney yesterday... but i've been home alone in the house since and it's really not that great. The house hasn't been taken very good care of. It's kinda mucky. I don't know what food i'm allowed to eat and what belongs to Jess. The sound isn't working on the dvd player and this computer is taking ages to start up. I'm thinking about going back on Sunday instead of monday since I also have the problem of somehow getting to the train station... everybody I know seems to have work or something so I don't know who I can ask for a lift from.
The first thing I did when I got here was call Casey. Lol. I know, it's terrible. Nah, I wanted to call coz he was going back to his place for the weekend too and I got home at like 10:30 and he was leaving at like 10:45.
Caitlin's bus came at like 8:30ish. I don't know what time she was getting home but probably sometime in the middle of today.
I also called Damian last night. He and Jeremy were watching Saw in his room. And I spoke to Adam on msn.
It's mum's birthday today. And Stephen's. HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHEN!!
I think I would be missing Canberra less if I wasn't sitting here in this house by myself. Erin and her Mum dropped me off here last night at like 10:30 and i've been by myself ever since. I should probably go do some schoolwork.
16 March 2006
* Find me! *
I'm in Sydney. And I want to see every single one of you sometime this weekend!!
I have to find some way to get to the train station on monday so I can get back to Berra.
15 March 2006
* Gg *
I'm so tired. I woke up about 15 minutes ago. I know, i'm terrible. It's like 12:41 already. We have this thing on ressies called the "grot box". See what happens is that at 7am every morning the cleaners go round to all the kitchens and take any plates, bowels, cutlery etc that is left on the benches. This stuff is stored in a special little room whos existance I was unaware of until now. Every Wednesday morning between 9 and 9:15 the Grot room is opened by the little grot men who let you look through these garbage bags of stuff they have and take your stuff back.
Last wednesday night I lost a knife, a bowl and a cup. I set my alarm for 8:35 this morning so I would be awake for my date with the grot men. So I woke up at 8:35AM, turned my alarm off, sat back on my bed, fell asleep, woke up at 9:03AM, freaked out, got dressed, walked downstairs, found my stuff, went back up to my room, called Casey, asked him what his missing stuff looked like (coz he was at work and unable to go out with the grot men), went back down, couldn't find his bowl, went back upstairs, fell back asleep, woke up 20 minutes ago.
I have to do laundry today as well. Argh. I think I might do it tonight maybe, I much prefer doing it in the nighttime. I should have done it last night like I did last week but I couldn't be bothered.
Did I mention that Casey did NOT kiss another chick? I'm not sure if I did. It seems I overreacted to the entire situation and they were chatting on the dance floor and talking and he couldn't hear her so he was dragging her wrist (not holding her hand) away so they could talk properly. He said she was a bit weird anyway. Man do I feel like a dumbass.
I feel like being gossip-girl so i'm gonna start talking all cool like with my names and such.
Things are all sorted with me and C, we're gonna go to New York next year apparently. He's going back home this weekend so I won't see him for like a week. *sob*. Still not sure what i'm going to do.
13 March 2006
* Pineapple *
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'm working =)
I'm researching Vodafone for a Marketing Assignment. It's a group thing so i'm looking for something to show up with tomorrow so I don't seen like a complete drop-kick.
Omg i'm so tired. Like having trouble keeping my eyes open tired. It's annoying. I can't go to sleep because I have to finish this work and then i'm hopefully going to the labour club for dinner tonight. I probably shouldnt go. But I think it's a good way for me to get some salad. Mmmm, I wonder if they'll have pineapple again. Delicious!
12 March 2006
* Short post *
It's so hot today. Omg. Honestly. My head is all screwey coz I woke up at 9 then 9:10 then 9:20 then 9:30 then 9:40 then was up till like 10:30 but then I went back to bed and then I woke up at 1:30 and had breakfast/lunch (a pie and salad) and it's completely boiling. Argh.
John just came in and visited. I showed him photos of him from Damian's birthday party. Hehehehehe.
* he said he'd talk to me tonight. *
I am so frickin tired right at the moment.
Okay so Kath came down yesterday which was bloody fantastic. I'd been shopping and I met her at the bus interchange and I saw her and was like totally gonna cry. We hung out all day. Went to McDonalds for lunch which wasn't the best idea coz I was so sick afterwards. I introduced her to Damian and the conversation was slightly unweird. Caitlin came down and hung out with us in Damian's room and then John came down too. The three of us watched something or other on Damian's computer and then Damian had to go coz he was babysitting his nephew so he kicked us out and we went to the green room and watched black books. Um... so then Kath met other John coz I had spent the whole day talking about Casey (yes I mean the WHOLE day) and I wanted to go see him but I only made it as far as (Caitlin's) John's room. Other John came up and we hung around for a while.
So anyway that night we decided to go into Civic for once to see what the buzz was all about. It worked well coz after we caught the bus in (we got in at about 11pm) we walked Kath to her backpackers coz she was so tired and made sure she was all safe. Then Caitlin, Adam and I walked around town for a while, we were looking for Phoenix but we could not find it. Ended up with John, John, Bec and two other of Bec's friends at King O'Malley's. Caitlin and I had a smirnoff each ($8!!) and we drank them through straws which was silly. I'd had a cruiser before we left too. So after that we pretty much just decided to go home so Adam, Caitlin and I caught a taxi back coz the busses stopped running after midnightish. The driver was really nice and we chatted to him and he stopped the meter at $15 coz we were Uni Students. It would have been about $20 if he didn't so it was extremely nice of him.
I hit my head on the door of the taxi while getting out somehow. It was funny. Adam and I walked Caitlin back to her place and then Adam insisted on walking me back to my door because he seemed to not trust my judgement. =P poo to him. I was fine.
So anyway I get back and send Casey two messages on his voicemail because I just wanted to talk to him. I knew he was home coz I saw him walk past my window during my first message. So he called back about 20 minutes later and we had a strange conversation which ended up with me deciding that no, I didn't want to talk to him again. 40 minutes later I call him back and I had this whole speech prepared. This is kinda how it was supposed to go.
"I'm not a very angry person, I've been really angry like 4 times in my entire life. It just doesn't work for me. But you're a fuckwit. Okay yes, I kissed Damian, but as far as I was concerned at the time we were over because you ditched me at the bar for another girl. You walked off with her, holding her hand so what was I supposed to think? And if we took you out of the picture for a minute, the whole Damian thing itself was a mistake, i'm not planning on doing it again and it was just not anything."
That was kinda it. I started it off but then he started talking and I got distracted so it ended up being longer with me trailing into tangents which included "I had this whole speech practiced and ready to go" and somehow I ended up calling him a fuckwit about 5ish times coz I kept forgetting what I was up to.
That conversation was actually better than the first. I had a reason to call. He asked me why I kissed Damian then and I said it was because I was drunk, he was drunk and I was really upset about him. So the conversation got better. Laughing happened. We kinda got back to the being friends again thing.
It was really really late by this time so we were both pretty much falling asleep. We didn't say much into the phones anymore but I knew he was there which was enough. Eventually he actually fell asleep and I could hear him snooring through the phone. Lol. Anyway I was pretty much asleep too but then he woke up and started talking so I woke up too. We almost fell asleep a second time but he said "okay you have to come up here" and i'm like "I can't get in the fire door". So he came down and opened it for me and I went up. There were like 6ish people in his common room hanging around and chatting. Jeff was headbanging. Bec and one of her friends had just gotten home from Civic and were eating toast. (red-head) John was there. He'd had four double burbon and coke's and then had opened a beer when he got home. I told him to go to bed. And Nunny and Jeff and someone else tried to tackle Casey as he walked past. We went to Casey's room and fell asleep. Okay so it took ages to fall asleep. He was almost asleep but then I needed a tissue so I had to wake him up. Hehehehe. For some reason we both woke up at 7:45 which was extremely odd but then fell back asleep again. He had to be at work at 10 so he set the alarm for 9.
So that's why i'm about to pass out. I'm gonna go back to sleep.
