I'm starting to freak out about something. And I can't tell you guys what, actually i'm just choosing not to. No offence but its a 'me' thing.
A big part of me is saying to not worry about it. Another part of me is ignoring it. But there's this little inkling which is making me think negatively.
Want to know what i'm talking about?
I'm being mean, because i'm not going to tell you. I'm just being a tease. Oh and i've realised recently that i'm an absolute attention seeker. I seek everybody's absolute attention. The things I do and the things I say are just to get attention. It's an annoying realisation. Because now I have realised that I don't like myself very much. It's a vicious cycle.
Oh and everytime I finish a meal recently I feel like throwing up. It is also annoying.
Gym (pronounced: guy-m)'s seem to be 'in' at the moment and as you all know how much i like to stick with the trends, i was thinking of joining one. There's the uni gym that the boys go to which is probably gross and has some trainer called "storm"... or there's the other gym across the road from where i live... i will probably go there... it's classy and expensive.
HAHAHAHA I just did this. It's hilarious... because it is absolutely untrue.
I am Libra, My Lover is Gemini
Libra and Gemini are one of the best combinations of all. Gemini is a fellow air sign and understands your deepest needs. Two analytical communicators teamed up might make some people say the union needs more emotion, but both of you let your heads rule your hearts anyway. Don't let anyone tell you that Libra and Gemini aren't made for one anther! The brain is the most powerful erogenous zone in the body, and you two keep yours working overtime! Your Gemini's talent for verbal foreplay turns you both on, and your ability to communicate what you want will lead lovemaking to scale new heights of passion!
You adore your Gemini's wit; he or she loves your flair with people, and together you two will double or triple the size of your circle of friends. Because Gemini falls in your sector of distant travel, you two are likely to go to many wonderful, exotic places together. Neither of you can stand the same-old same-old for long, and this match will ensure all the stimulation you crave!
This coupling gets a resounding yes! It's a "10" by any standard.
I think I am not mature. I spent a good minute laughing on the phone when rosie said she "had dick". Hahaha, and i still think it's funny! And I just read the word Uranus... and yes, i chuckled. This is ridiculous.
Wow. I just read my very detaild horoscope on AstrologyZone.com and wow, it seems like i'm gonna have a busy time. It did say that a friend or relative would need a hospital stay... well that one has come true. It also said stuff about needing to do lots of work and other people's work but earning extra money for it. Hmmm... maybe its a good time to get a job.
Oh yeah an can you guys let me know if any of my quotes come up with the funny symbol instead of a ' sign. It's coz they were typed in word and silly blogger doesn't understand word ' signs. It's easy to fix but I dont really notice unless i see the quotes generated, so let me know if any of them come up crappy.
07 September 2006
* finger couchy (blue) *
Wow. I just finished typing up and printing out 8 chapters of Accounting Notes. It's 22 pages long. I'm impressed. And tired. I did half of it last night and the other half this afternoon.
There are four main things I have to do this holidays: 1) Government Essay due first day back 2) Study for Stats Test Second Day back 3) Accounting Test Second Week back 4) Stats assignment due second week back.
So i've got notes organised for my accounting test, but I have to revise and learn and do questions and all that stuff still. But I'll probably have to put that away until first week back.
I've completely studied for my next stats test. I've done each of the sample tests completely over twice and I know my shit. I just have to print out more copies and do them again the night before, other than that I should be fine.
I went to the library today and borrowed two books that were recommended to me for my Government Essay. I still have to find another 8 (18 would be better) journal articles. They say a reference every 100 words. I'm gonna struggle with this essay. I've chosen the topic "why are political institutions sites of political conflict?". Anyone with any help, that would be greatly appreciated.
And my Stats assignment is proving difficult. I havent covered the material before. It's all EXCEL stuff, calculate the regression data and cumulative frequency stuff... I dont really understand how to do it in excel properly. I need to really put some time into it. And i'm gonna have problems with that because I need to do the government essay.
I'm trying to get everything done this week coz i'm busy most of next week. I'm barely going to get to hang out with anyone these holidays which sucks. But christmas break's longer and i wont have any work then. So i'll just have to wait.
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So enough about schoolwork. Omg I saw exactly what I want for my birthday at the shops today. Omg its a couch, well it's kindof a chair coz its only a one-seater. It was in the nic-nack shop near Castle Records. It was blue with five fingers. See thats the couch I sleep on in the Library at uni, cept the one they have is a two-seater. So I told mum I wanted it sooooooo much!! It's $225. :o and I want to take it to my room in canberra but mum says we'd have to take the trailer and thats a hassle... so i'm like all :(
I dont know if she'll get it for me but there's really nothing much else I want.
Eating riduculously badly these days... helped mum cook a stir fry last night, she was teaching me so I could cook them in berra... then i realised that I don't like sir fry. So i'm kinda in a predicament. But I shall learn how to make good potato bake, and marinated chicken so that will work. Maybe I shall even have it on rice or something. :o step back!
And we're going to make our own lasagne tonight, we've never done it before but i've seen heaps of people (3) doing it at uni. I shall be a master chef in no time.
Now i'm going to watch Gilmore Girls and possibly fall asleep on the couch.
03 September 2006
* Listy *
Its a murky, glum, stormy, absolutely wonderful fathers day. =)
Now enough of the cheer.
I'm busy in the holidays. Argh. Ridiculously busy.
TUES 5th Arrive home, be greeted by parents WED 6th
THURS 7th dinner and drinks with brother at university FRI 8th bowling with stephen night on town with kath SAT 9th yule ballers over SAT 10th welcome to spring bbq MON 11th
TUES 12th pick up boyfriend dinner and movie WED 13th trampoline day THURS 13th hit the city FRI 14th pack SAT 15th go back to berra
There isn't much room for me to get work done. And i've just made a list of the work I have to get done and it's really not pretty. So I'm realising that I am going to be very very busy. No lounging around for me. If I get bored I know I should be getting work done. It's a simple fact.
Now i'm going to have some lunch, and then maybe get some of that work started.
My Photo Album
"Having lunch in a park in Zealand"
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"Jet Boating with the family in NZ"
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"Making a card tower on the ferry crossing in NZ"
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"The Soda Fountain"
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"Hole in the Rock"
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"Old Cromwell Town"
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"On top of Franz Josef Glacier"
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"Kiss for the Rock'n'Roll Gender Bender"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Chev, Alicia and John"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Alicia and Me"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Marissa"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Phillllllliiiiippp"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Timmy"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - John John"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Another John"
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"Ghost Drop Girls"
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"Lounging around @ SusSEX"
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"Rosie Hammocking"
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"Kath fell asleep in the sunshine"
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"Caitlin's Bday @ Moose"
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"The boys bonding"
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"Caitlin & Matthew"
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"The family @ Mitch's 21st"
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"Case & I @ Op Shop '06"
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"The boys visiting Berra"
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"Chicken & his Daddy watching the footy"
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"Drunk on Midori"
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"Boring Bar Night"
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"Ressies Ball '06"
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"P-top common room"
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"Mitchie's Graduation!!"
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"The 'rents were so proud"
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"Kath's first visit @ the bus stop"
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"Damo's Birthday Dinner '06"
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"Yummy Yummy Yummy Pasta"
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Tunes to keep you busy
A Quick Wilson Quiz
"You can't stop the beat" - Hairspray
TRACY
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet
But i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'
Round and round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
TRACY & LINK
Cause you can't stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
PENNY
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea
SEAWEED
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be
PENNY
And if they try to stop us, Seaweed,
I'll call the N Double A C P
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
PENNY & SEAWEED
Cause you can't stop the beat
PENNY & SEAWEED
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
What I'm dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!
EDNA
You cant stop my happiness
Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
So if you don't like the way i look
Well, i |ust don't give a damn!
EDNA & ENSEMBLE
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
EDNA & COMPANY
'Cause you cant stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
MOTORMOUTH
Oh oh oh
You can't stop today
As it comes speeding down the track
Child, yesterday is hist'ry
And it's never coming back
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause tomorrow is a brand new day
MOTORMOUTH
And it don't know white from black
ENSEMBLE
Yeah!
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat
ALL
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop ths paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
You can't stop the beat!
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
ALL
Ever since we first saw the sun
A man and woman like to shake it when the day is done
But we're gonna shake and shimmy it
And have some fun
For today!
ALL
Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
'Cause you can't stop the beat!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
my name is wilson
I'm one of those people who prefers to be out the back of the shoe store packing away boxes and ordering shoes rather than serving customers. I'm allergic to nothing and yet
I avoid things that i'm not used to. I fell in love once and to be loved is the most wonderful feeling in the entire world. I hold on to stereotypes of myself from years
ago not realising how much i've changed. I've taken two steps toward being independent but am nowhere near the stage most people are at my age. I crave attention but at
the same time hate getting it. I like my privacy and my space and miss having a big backyard to wander in. I want to do everything but make no effort to do anything
and then complain about it. I love to laugh and to make other people laugh at me. I can't stand being serious or when somebody else is crying and I can't do anything
to make them feel better. I want to be held when I cry. I want to be spoilt and to lie in bed forever with someone who i've given my heart to.