22 February 2007
* My perfect day. *
I had the best day yesterday. Like I woke up @ 7 for my 8:30 lecture, went to that which was exactly as i had expected. I've had the lecturer before and it's really hard to understand her english @ 8:30 in the morning. So anyway I tried my best to stay awake during the class (literally, im not joking). The thing is that even though I was having trouble keeping my eyes open and I was all half sleeping and stuff I paid attention to everything she was saying, my mind didn't go wandering so by the end of the lecture I had actually listened to everything. Woo.
So anyway we got out about 15 minutes early so I went with Silvia to the bookshop to buy her text books. Then she had to lug them all the way back to the bus stop and I went to the Doctor. I was there like half an hour early coz I had nothing to do so I had to wait for like an hour altogether. The waiting wasn't that bad coz it wasn't like I was rushing to anything and I read my GB text book. The book is so hard to read, it just makes me sleepy. But I managed to read a d pay attention to an entire chapter. And when i'd finished I realised that next week I have an essay lecture so that work isn't due till the week after so i've kinda done extra! Yay!
Ran into Rhys in the Doctors (he's my new neighbour), he's very sick, coughing and all that yucky stuff. So we chatted (as much as you do in a waiting room) and then the doctor called me in. That was all good and i was finished at about 11:45. So I walked back to the concourse and it was market day. I saw Jacinta doing the radio stall and Andrew (the guy caitlin met on the pub crawl and who was interested in the radio) chatting to her so I kinda introduced them and chatted to him for a bit. He's a first year but he's older than me. A lot of them are. Blerg. So anyway we had a radio meeting at 12:30 so I couldn't be bothered to go all the way home and come back so I just went behind the stall and chatted to people. I gave away like 8 boxes of free diaries from the UCU and some bags too. And I convinced people to come to the radio party. I met heaps of people doing the stall, people I new dropped in and people that I vaguely knew passed by so I got to meet them a little more which was fantastic.
I left the stall at like 3ish and went back home, had an orange for lunch and half a packet of chips from the bag I took myself. I lay around for a while.
That night everyone was drinking on Rtop. I passed Ricky in the corridoor and he told me that his friend whom I met last week thought I was cute. Even when you're not interested that is quite nice to hear.
So ja. We ended up going to the lighty, i wasn't gonna go coz im responsible and I have class at like 4:30 today. But I changed my mind at the last minute. We ran all the way in the rain trying not to slip over. It was a great bonding exercise. John was a bit late and when he got there he realised that he'd forgotten his wallet so he had to go all the way back and get it. I was kinda hanging out with John, John, Damo, Alicia (now this is gonna get confusing coz I know an Alicia already but this is a different one from Canadia who is here for 6 months. She lives next to little John), Shev, Jeff, Rhys, his girlfriend or friend who is a girl (im not sure which), Joe, Trey, etc.
I wasn't planning on drinking very much... but see it was two for one drinks when we got there so I got two and paid for one, and then lil John got a drink from somewhere (i think he said it was trey's) that he didn't want so I drank that, and then bob bought me a drink against my will, and then I bought myself a red bull blue. So when you only buy two drinks and drink five it gets a little easy to drink too much. Ricky was there with two of his friends, one i'd met before, Pat and another I met that night, Will. They were nice, they were kinda watching Prison Break coz it was on on the big tv. The girls on my floor arrived at like midnightish and we decided to become and awesome fivesome coz we cant think of something cool that rhymes with fivesome. Lol. It was funny coz the boys spent the night kind of competing for Alicia a bit. Hehehe. John left earlier but the rest of us left at like 12:30ish. We sat in Rtop for a while, Alicia made Lil John and I scrambled eggs for a snack and then we pretty much just went to bed. I sent caitlin a message telling her what happened and I thought I was talking fast but I must have been slurring coz I got cut off and had to send a second one. John came down and we chatted for a while while he layd on my floor and sent sms's to kath.
So it doesn't sound like much but I felt so good yesterday, I met people, got to know them, hopefully made a couple of new friends. I don't know why it was such a good day. Maybe coz i did lots of stuff, oh and I watched the new episode of heroes. So yes. That was the first day i've felt good about myself in quite a while. Yay!
Oh and Joe who lives on my floor got arrested at the lighty. Some guy hit him and he wouldn't settle down so the bouncers threw him out and called the cops. When the cops got there he kinda ran away ish but then he mooned them and so they arrested him. I think they hit him too. He's back this morning though, I heard him chatting to someone this morning. It was quite a show.
Oh and im writing less on this blog coz im getting less comments. So if you would like me to write more then comment more. Cheers.
19 February 2007
* Crying. *
Feeling like I have nobody to talk to again. I'm upset and crying and sitting in my room. I can hear people in the common room chatting away. Don't really want to go see them. Know John and John are in their rooms doing stuff. Have a little bit of work to do for tomorrow but i'm finding it hard to get back into the swing and don't know if it'll get any easier. I hate being upset. Coz I always feel like i'm all locked away when i'm upset. Nobody should know i'm upset.
Marissa gave me alcohol tonight. I had some of her punch. I know, first day of classes is tomorrow so i'm irresponsible. Bit sick too. Have to make a Dr. Appointment but can't be bothered. Being short with the parents, I know they must hate that but they usually call when i'm right in the middle of something. Want to hit people. Hate everyone on my floor. Not true. That was a lie. They're fine and even nice but they're just not my friends. They're people I live with and associate with but I know nothing about them.
I feel like i've only made friends with two freshers. I know more by name and floor but I haven't really had real conversations with them. Kinda lonely. It's like you're in this glass box right. You're sitting there all by yourself. You can see people outside and they can all see you. They're friends with each other, hanging out and laughing. While you sit inside, knowing who they are but not really getting to know them. And even the people you've known from before are still outside of the box.
Now everytime I post about something that upsets me I worry about being too Emo.
"You can't stop the beat" - Hairspray
TRACY
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet
But i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'
Round and round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
TRACY & LINK
Cause you can't stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
PENNY
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea
SEAWEED
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be
PENNY
And if they try to stop us, Seaweed,
I'll call the N Double A C P
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
PENNY & SEAWEED
Cause you can't stop the beat
PENNY & SEAWEED
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
What I'm dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!
EDNA
You cant stop my happiness
Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
So if you don't like the way i look
Well, i |ust don't give a damn!
EDNA & ENSEMBLE
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
EDNA & COMPANY
'Cause you cant stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
MOTORMOUTH
Oh oh oh
You can't stop today
As it comes speeding down the track
Child, yesterday is hist'ry
And it's never coming back
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause tomorrow is a brand new day
MOTORMOUTH
And it don't know white from black
ENSEMBLE
Yeah!
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat
ALL
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop ths paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
You can't stop the beat!
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
ALL
Ever since we first saw the sun
A man and woman like to shake it when the day is done
But we're gonna shake and shimmy it
And have some fun
For today!
ALL
Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
'Cause you can't stop the beat!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
