Feeling a bit silly about now. Just because I am. I joined facebook. It's kinda fun. I have some friends. I have 28 friends actually. Which makes me feel special.
I've been dreaming lately. By dreaming I mean remembering my vivid dreams every night for at least the past month. Last night I dreamt that our house got robbed while we were in it. I was in the lounge room with mitchie and there was this alarm going off. Two guys were walking towards us from the frontyard telling us that it was our burgular alarm and we should shut it off and be careful in case of intruders. the first guy (kinda stocky, bald) was carrying a shovel and he broke the window with it and climbed inside. he said he was there to make sure no intruders got in. the other guy disappeared. i went to my room and sms'd the police with our address asking for help. then i walked back into the lounger room and the guy was still there but mitchell was gone, and my parents were nowhere to be found. it was terrifying. i woke up and couldn't move i was so feaked. but i do have a low tolerance for scary-ness.
then after i fell back asleep i had a dream about sylar from heroes. i was shopping with my brother and i went inside this shop and the woman working there asked if i was looking for mayril (one of my brother's friend whom i have never met), she told me that mayril was in the back with sylar. i totally freaked right then because i knew sylar would be killing her so i ran around some racks of clothes (the store was really crowded) and picked up this red phone off the wall and held down the button. apparently it was an alarm type thing and people started coming out of all the shops. i ran out and told my brother what had happened to his friend. he freaked out and started fighting with sylar when he came out of the back. mayril was dead. ooh and apparently i had super-strength. sylar had a chronie and i grabbed him by the leg and started swinging him round and round. i was going to swing him so his head his a post and he died but i let go accidentally and he somehow missed it. so he went flying. then he ran at me from behind but i knew he was coming so i jumped up and he ran into sylar who accidentally killed him. then coz sylar was all drained from killing his chronie and taking his power i did this cool style kick and kicked his head completely off.
and i had another dream. something about a school excursion or play or something. maybe school camp. yeah i think it was camp. ooh i think i got my own room somehow. it was veyr confusing i dont remember it properly.
anyway i think i should be studied. and not just for avoiding the use of capitals throughout this post. i'm actually being very kinetically passive and not wanting to use the shift key.
30 January 2007
* Want to call. *
I've actually been giving it serious thought.
I dont know if i'm game enough to do it. And I would call first because I know it would be the best thing to do. I'm probably not going to go through with it but I just want the world to know that I gave it serious thought.
* $104 *
I'm actually thinking about going to melbourne tomorrow.
29 January 2007
* Kinetically Passive *
Chat to me. I'm sitting at the computer chatting on msn and passing the time selling lemonade on bored.com while my hair gets frizzier and frizzier. I am so glad this is not always my life. But as of this moment it feels like this is all I have. That this is all I am. I feel really ugly right now. Uglier than I have felt in quite a while. A boyfriend really helped in that respect. He said nice things and it didn't matter if he saw me when I looked terrible because he didn't seem to care at all. That made me feel kinda beautiful. And I can't say i've ever felt beautiful before.
This past month or so, and more specifically these past couple of days I have been dreaming vividly. Last night I dreamed the world was going to end. Kinda sad really. Most people died near the beginning, and there were lots of sick people around. And you know what I was doing in the dream? Do you really want to know? I was trying to find my ex-boyfriend because he was the person I wanted to be with when the world ended.
That dream has really messed me up right now. I'm feeling so crappy and stupid. Probably an even share of each. I really don't want to do anything. I've been exhausted since I got home from my trip but I haven't tried to go to bed yet. For no reason. I don't know what I need to do to make me feel better. I feel yucky from having chinese for dinner. I feel like eating cereal for no reason. Maybe I shall do so tomorrow morning.
I've never felt happier than I did when I was with him. And now we're not together I think we're both stupid and I absolutely hate myself. And I remember what it was like to be really happy. And I do the cliche thing and wonder if being with anyone else will ever make me that happy again.
My Photo Album
"Having lunch in a park in Zealand"
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"Glacier Climbing in NZ"
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"Jet Boating with the family in NZ"
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"Making a card tower on the ferry crossing in NZ"
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"The Soda Fountain"
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"Hole in the Rock"
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"Old Cromwell Town"
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"On top of Franz Josef Glacier"
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"Kiss for the Rock'n'Roll Gender Bender"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Chev, Alicia and John"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Alicia and Me"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Marissa"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Phillllllliiiiippp"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Timmy"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - John John"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Another John"
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"Ghost Drop Girls"
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"Lounging around @ SusSEX"
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"Rosie Hammocking"
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"Kath fell asleep in the sunshine"
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"Caitlin's Bday @ Moose"
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"The boys bonding"
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"Caitlin & Matthew"
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"The family @ Mitch's 21st"
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"Case & I @ Op Shop '06"
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"The boys visiting Berra"
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"Chicken & his Daddy watching the footy"
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"Drunk on Midori"
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"Boring Bar Night"
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"Caitlin and Me at the Bar"
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"Ressies Ball '06"
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"P-top common room"
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"Mitchie's Graduation!!"
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"The 'rents were so proud"
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"Smiling Faces"
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"Kath's first visit @ the bus stop"
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"Damo's Birthday Dinner '06"
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"Yummy Yummy Yummy Pasta"
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"Caitlin Snorting"
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"John & Diane @ Moose"
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"Traffic Light Party"
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"Moustache Men"
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"Pizza Boy"
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"I tried to eat Caitlin's ear"
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"Johnny Boy"
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"Checkers after I.Love"
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"P.A.D"
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"Ben & Timmy"
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Tunes to keep you busy
A Quick Wilson Quiz
"You can't stop the beat" - Hairspray
TRACY
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet
But i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'
Round and round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
TRACY & LINK
Cause you can't stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
PENNY
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea
SEAWEED
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be
PENNY
And if they try to stop us, Seaweed,
I'll call the N Double A C P
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
PENNY & SEAWEED
Cause you can't stop the beat
PENNY & SEAWEED
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
What I'm dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!
EDNA
You cant stop my happiness
Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
So if you don't like the way i look
Well, i |ust don't give a damn!
EDNA & ENSEMBLE
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
EDNA & COMPANY
'Cause you cant stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
MOTORMOUTH
Oh oh oh
You can't stop today
As it comes speeding down the track
Child, yesterday is hist'ry
And it's never coming back
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause tomorrow is a brand new day
MOTORMOUTH
And it don't know white from black
ENSEMBLE
Yeah!
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat
ALL
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop ths paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
You can't stop the beat!
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
ALL
Ever since we first saw the sun
A man and woman like to shake it when the day is done
But we're gonna shake and shimmy it
And have some fun
For today!
ALL
Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
'Cause you can't stop the beat!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
my name is wilson
I'm one of those people who prefers to be out the back of the shoe store packing away boxes and ordering shoes rather than serving customers. I'm allergic to nothing and yet
I avoid things that i'm not used to. I fell in love once and to be loved is the most wonderful feeling in the entire world. I hold on to stereotypes of myself from years
ago not realising how much i've changed. I've taken two steps toward being independent but am nowhere near the stage most people are at my age. I crave attention but at
the same time hate getting it. I like my privacy and my space and miss having a big backyard to wander in. I want to do everything but make no effort to do anything
and then complain about it. I love to laugh and to make other people laugh at me. I can't stand being serious or when somebody else is crying and I can't do anything
to make them feel better. I want to be held when I cry. I want to be spoilt and to lie in bed forever with someone who i've given my heart to.
