05 July 2006
* I Love You *
I was watching this movie today, it was on showtime (tech-y foxtel slang) and I didn't end see the beginning or the end but it was about this woman who wanted to be a cabaret singer, she has a loving boyfriend who is a lawyer but she falls in love with her piano teacher who also falls hopelessly in love with her.
So i've decided one thing I want to do before I die. I want to fall in love. I want to fall head-over-heels, totally and completely, utterly and without remorse, in love. I just think it would be fantastic. The pain you feel if they don't love you back, the doomed romance style if they do but circumstances don't allow it, or the utter happiness if everything works out. I think it would all be fantastic.
But I think maybe i'm too practical to fall in love. My first problem is my lack of belief in the notion itself. Love is simple. Being 'in love' is extremely complicated. I think falling in love is a thing for the movies and season finales of television shows and the last 2 pages of books. I don't believe it's something that actually happens to people. But it would be wonderful if it was real. And I wonder if the notion of being 'in love' didn't start somewhere. I mean art imitates life right? So doesn't that mean that there must be some shred of truth in the concept? Some possibility of its truthfullness?
I'm not exactly sure. All I know and believe is that right now I want to fall, truely, madly, and deeply, in love with someone.
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL SOUNDTRACK LYRICS
Breaking Free - ZAC EFRON & VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS
[Troy:]
We're soarin', flyin'
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
[Gabriella:]
If we're trying
So we're breaking free
[Troy:]
You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are
[Gabriella:]
Creating space between us
'Til we're separate hearts
[Both:]
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe
[Chorus #1]
[Troy:]
We're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
We're soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
[Troy:]
If we're trying
[Both:]
Yeah, we're breaking free
[Troy:]
Oh, we're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhhh
[Troy:]
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can't control
[Gabriella:]
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
[Troy:]
Very souls, ohhh
[Both:]
Rising 'til it lifts us up
So everyone can see us
[Chorus #2]
[Troy:]
We're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
We're soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
[Troy:]
If we're trying
Yeah we're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhhh runnin'
[Troy:]
Climbin'
To get to that place
[Both:]
To be all that we can be
[Troy:]
Now's the time
[Both:]
So we're breaking free
[Troy:]
We're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhh, yeah
[Troy:]
More than hope
More than faith
[Gabriella:]
This is true
This is fate
And together
[Both:]
We see it comin'
[Troy:]
More than you
More than me
[Gabriella:]
Not a want, but a need
[Both:]
Both of us breakin' free
[Chorus #3]
[Gabriella:]
Soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
If we're trying
[Troy:] Yeah we're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Breaking free
Were runnin'
[Troy:]
Ohhhh, climbin'
[Both:]
To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now's the time
[Troy:] Now's the time
[Gabriella:] So we're breaking free
[Troy:] Ohhh, we're breaking free
[Gabriella:] Ohhhh
[Both:]
You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are
04 July 2006
Quotes from my dad
"I'm trying to cope with this problem."
"See this is what happens when you use a subcontracter. You end up with 10 times the work."
Mum asked me to help her organise their holiday photos. I got through about 1,500 of them and then found a double so all my numbers are wrong and I have to do them all again.
03 July 2006
* Moderate Comments, I never. *
I havent been depressed in ages. But for some reason last night I just got really unhappy. I think it was partly because I was tired from finish Mum's photos. I stayed up until 2:30AM because she wanted to show them to our friends who came over on Sunday. So anyway I was grumpy last night and expected to be less depressed when I woke up this morning but I still feel exactly the same as I did yesterday.
Tomorrow should be alright, I have to call a few people to confirm them for movies and dinner tomorrow and then book the table. But it should be fun. I don't particularly want to see Superman but there isn't much on that the boys will agree to see.
Haircut on wednesday.
Sleeping on Thurs.
Friday is Camp and the food groups need to be organised and all those kinds of things.
Monday will be a recovery day I suppose.
Tuesday/Wed is Yule ball if enough people can come. So that should be nice and relaxing.
Thursday is probably half relaxing and half packing and the same with Friday.
I don't know if I'm going to go back to berra on the saturday or on the sunday. There's a play on that Sol's in that I would like to see, and one at the local theatre too. They're both on friday so i could either pick or see one on fri and one on sat.
"You can't stop the beat" - Hairspray
TRACY
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet
But i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'
Round and round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
TRACY & LINK
Cause you can't stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
PENNY
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea
SEAWEED
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be
PENNY
And if they try to stop us, Seaweed,
I'll call the N Double A C P
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
PENNY & SEAWEED
Cause you can't stop the beat
PENNY & SEAWEED
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
What I'm dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!
EDNA
You cant stop my happiness
Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
So if you don't like the way i look
Well, i |ust don't give a damn!
EDNA & ENSEMBLE
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
EDNA & COMPANY
'Cause you cant stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
MOTORMOUTH
Oh oh oh
You can't stop today
As it comes speeding down the track
Child, yesterday is hist'ry
And it's never coming back
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause tomorrow is a brand new day
MOTORMOUTH
And it don't know white from black
ENSEMBLE
Yeah!
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat
ALL
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop ths paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
You can't stop the beat!
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
ALL
Ever since we first saw the sun
A man and woman like to shake it when the day is done
But we're gonna shake and shimmy it
And have some fun
For today!
ALL
Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
'Cause you can't stop the beat!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
