05 May 2006
* Dan the Man. =) ...he wishes *
Wow. Okay so I had the most fantastic night at Uni Bar last night. It was very fun. I had an awesome time. It was my first night in ages as a completely free woman. Actually let me get something straight about Bryce first.
He was never my boyfriend. Tuesday night I had a conversation with him about me wanting it to be exclusive or not wanting it to be anything at all. He couldn't answer me at the time. So on Wednesday night I went to his room at 12:10am to speak to him about it again. I told him that I didn't want him to have to think about whether he wanted to go out with me or not. So we're not together anymore. And i'm completely okay with that, even though Adam won't believe me.
So Thursday was my "woooooooo i'm completely single" night. Caitlin and I cooked burritoes for the boys, they were very nice, it's not often that I have actual meat at Uni so it was a good change. Then after dinner Damian had to go get some work done. I had a quick shower while Caitlin was watching Gilmore Girls in my room. When I got back we started drinking. We made it through two smirnoff's each before we got to the bar which we think is a good standard. So it was about 11 when Adam knocked on our door and asked us when we were going up to the bar. So we went up and knocked on John's door and he and Angus and Ricky walked up with us.
The bar was more crowded than the last time we went. Thank god it wasn't dead. We saw bob as soon as we got there, he was chatting to a girl (ooooh go bob). And we saw Elijah and we saw Nick who gave Caitlin and I a massive double hug coz he was totally drunk.
Oooh guess what! I danced! Yup, I know, i never dance, but I danced at uni bar. I think i'd had just enough to drink at that point. Two smirnoff's and two vodka n orange's. Mmmmm. I don't remember how the dancing started, possibly it was the group of us. Like Caitlin, Adam n stuff. But I don't know.
Ricky pulled me aside at some point and asked me about Bryce, like if I was going out with him or anything, so I told him that stuff. Then he took me dancing. Lol. And WOW is he a great dancer. Like he was spinning me around and everything. I was laughing the entire time. It was so fun. It was actually really nice, I can honestly say that i've never actually been that close to a guy in public before, this is including Bryce. And for the record i'm not interested in Ricky. He's awesome but I'm just not interested..
He was telling me about him and Steph. Steph's a girl who lives on my floor, i've seen them hanging out a bit and I kinda thought there was something possibly going on between them. He told me that he likes her and he thinks she likes him but nothing's happened yet. After we finished dancing the first time I walked back over to the group and he came with me and he was holding my hand. I kinda wanted him to let go coz i'm really not interested but it was kinda nice.
I was actually really glad Casey wasn't at the uni bar last night.
Hahahaha. I should tell you about 'Dan the Man'. Lol. Okay so this is after i've danced with Ricky a couple of times, and with Bob n Caitlin n Adam n stuff. Anyway i'm standing with Caitlin and Adam and Daniel and Aaron (from ages ago at the bar) and we're talking and there's this guy looking at me so of course I look at him n all that stuff. Hahaha this is hilarious. So anyway he's beckoning me outside but i'm not going coz for all I know he's a serialkiller. So anyway I stay with my group but I look at him now and then. So after a bit he comes over and takes my hand and asks me if I want to dance. So I go. We're dancing right, and he's like
him: "what's your name?"
and then I reply "wilson"
and then he says "i'm dan"
and i repeat it to make sure "dan?"
and then he says "yup, dan the man"
And i'm like OMG this is soooo funny. He asks me if I play pool and he says something about having a good night tonight and when he starts touching my arse and tries to pull my shirt up slightly I tell him that I have to go find Caitlin coz I promised not to leave her alone. I think he kisses my cheek and then I run away laughing. Lol. It was sooooo funny.
He was such a sleeze, lol. And he didn't even offer to buy me a drink. But I was glad that he didn't come find me again.
Ooh and I had a conversation with Hugo at the bar. He lives on my side of my floor but i've never really spoken to him before. He's actually really nice.
Oh yeah lol. And Ricky slapped me on the arse and offered to "kiss my pain away" Lol.
Adam was really good. He doesn't drink so he doesn't really like uni bar that much, he hates the music. I think the only reason he actually stayed was so that Caitlin and I didn't have to walk back by ourselves. It was really nice of him but it made me feel really guilty coz I know he just wanted to leave the entire time and I wanted to stay and have a good time. I think he would have left if Damian was there but Damian didn't come coz he was finishing an assignment due monday.
It's kinda scary coz i've actually been really happy since i've 'broken up' with Casey. I feel good being by myself and everything. I've been in such a good mood since, and uni bar last night was a wonderful confidence booster.
Oh there was some really tall older guy who was slightly creepy. He was totally in love with my earings.
Caitlin did get herself bought a drink though. But it was by her friend Daniel. The guy who Damian reckons is slightly creepy and that we should stay away from. He offered to buy us both one but I felt kinda bad coz they're $4.50 each and I really don't know him that well. So I politely declined and just had some of Caitlin's.
I danced with Ricky twice, coz he said he had to go soon (coz he had class this morning), so I went dancing with him again. I haven't seen him since. I don't know how drunk he was. Well... yeah he was fairly gone, he maintained that he wasn't drunk and he had water and a sausage (coz they had food), but he was pretty friendly.
Yes I know, i've changed... apparently.
We stayed at the bar until a bit after 3 and then Daniel, Caitlin, Adam and I walked back. Daniel went to his place and then we dropped Caitlin back at Rein's block coz she was cooking pancakes. Lol. So then Adam and I walked back, I managed not to fall down the hill in my stylish yet affordable boots, and said goodnight to Adam in the stairwell.
Next week Caitlin's friend Annette is coming to visit and apparently she's a party animal so we're bringing her to uni bar on thursday and the heaven and hell punch part on friday night, hopefully that'll be enough for her and she won't want to go to civic on saturday. I totally do not have enough money for this lifestyle.
Actually I only spent $6.50 on drinks at the bar. It's $2 drinks from 10-midnight so we got our first drink at like 11:20 and our second at like 12:02 so we just missed out and it was $4.50 again. Argh.
And yeah, i've still never had a hangover or thrown up from drinking.
03 May 2006
* Not home. *
Uni did something to my self-esteem a while ago. It totally sky-rocketed. I don't know when it happened, but something (probably to do with bryce) just clicked and now I actually feel good about myself once and a while. It's kind of nice. I've always had rock-bottom self-esteem but now the average has gone up a couple of points.
Adam said a nice thing today. I've totally bonded with adam lately. I'm still really close to caitlin and everything but i don't see damian as much these days, i should probably hang out with him more. Well hopefully I will... as of soonish tonight. I just have to get something sorted first.
* g'mornin. *
I had this plan right. A plan for last night. And I told Caitlin the plan and she thought it was a good plan. And the plan did work... I just didn't add in the happenings at the end of the night... which completely defeated the purpose of the plan.
Nothing was resolved but some things were aired. I'm kind of waiting for him now.
I'm not sure whether i'm going to go into detail about the plan yet... or over. I'll see what I feel like later.
30 April 2006
* This is my first video. *
So I hope this works.
* Kath n Civic *
This pictures is from ages and ages ago and I've possibly posted it before but I thought I should post it again.
Standing up the top is John, Caitlin's John
On the far left is John, little John
Then we have Caitlin
Then we have Kath
And next to Kath is Adam.
I took the photo =)
"You can't stop the beat" - Hairspray
TRACY
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet
But i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'
Round and round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
TRACY & LINK
Cause you can't stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
PENNY
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea
SEAWEED
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be
PENNY
And if they try to stop us, Seaweed,
I'll call the N Double A C P
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
PENNY & SEAWEED
Cause you can't stop the beat
PENNY & SEAWEED
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
What I'm dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!
EDNA
You cant stop my happiness
Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
So if you don't like the way i look
Well, i |ust don't give a damn!
EDNA & ENSEMBLE
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
EDNA & COMPANY
'Cause you cant stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
MOTORMOUTH
Oh oh oh
You can't stop today
As it comes speeding down the track
Child, yesterday is hist'ry
And it's never coming back
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause tomorrow is a brand new day
MOTORMOUTH
And it don't know white from black
ENSEMBLE
Yeah!
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat
ALL
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop ths paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
You can't stop the beat!
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
ALL
Ever since we first saw the sun
A man and woman like to shake it when the day is done
But we're gonna shake and shimmy it
And have some fun
For today!
ALL
Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
'Cause you can't stop the beat!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
