I have created a new emotion. Well created is probably the wrong term, discovered is much better. I've discovered a new emotion. It's kind of a mix between sadness and anger with a dash of dissappointment and self-doubt. It probably has a real name but my vocabularly is fairly standard and the word escapes me. I get this feeling when I think about something. But just to be annoying i'm not going to tell you when. Poop to you.
So I have the essay questions for my first 2nd year essay sitting next to me. I'm thinking of picking the one about the WTO and OECD. It looks the most interesting. Figure i'll get some research in in the first couple of weeks and borrow all the good books before anyone else even thinks about it. Make a good start and all that.
07 February 2007
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I think I might go to bed in a minute. My eyes are hurting a bit and i'm kinda hot and I have no reason to stay up late so if I go to bed now I can get more stuff done in the morning tomorrow.
This afternoon two dogs found their way into our yard. I walked around with them or like half an hour while mum called all the neighbours we know to see if anyone was missing a couple of K-9s. Nobody was. I walked them up and down the street and then back into the yard and we spent a good twenty minutes finding somewhere to put them so they couldn't escape. Mum and mitchie and jess took the younger one up to the vet to see if it had been microchipped and found out they were melissa's dogs. so we drove them down to her place and dropped them off with her brother. I had grown quite attached to Chuckles and Bubsie. I named them. Chuckes I called the old fat one because when he walked around it was funny. And Bubsie just kinda ended up being called bubsie. So now I miss them. And have to wash all my clothes coz I got dog smell all over them.
Had pizza for dinner. Gross.
I got my L's again yesterday. And no I do not HAVE to learn how to drive. I am beginning to resent all the people snickering at me just because this is something I hate and am not good at and have not achieved yet. There's nothing wrong with finding something difficult. You are not better than me. Specially the one person I am annoyed at because this person is a terrible driver.
I think i'm getting meaner in my old age. I hate that but in some ways I think i'm becoming a little stronger. Trying not to let people walk all over me and letting myself be angry sometimes without feeling completely guilty about it. But enough about me...
Who am I kidding? This blog is all about me. Why? Because the one subject I am the Queen of, that I know better than everybody else in the universe, is Me. Not that I am claiming to be interesting or something that should be studied (actually I probably should), I just find it easier to talk about myself and the things I do without having to think too much.
I've become a facebook junkie. I know. It's pathetic. But everytime I turn on the computer I check my blog and I check facebook. My blog's been kinda slow recently so facebook serves as a good alternative. You kinda hit a dead end on it though once you've added all your friends and air-brushed your profile. I get so excited when somebody writes on my wall. It's actually kind of pathetic my life at the moment. Tv, computer. That's about it. Half looking forward to uni starting again. Half not. Duno how i'm gonna cope this year. With everything going back to the old days. Going back to the old life. I absolutely hated my old life.
Did you know that there's a secret reason why I walk Caitlin up to UV when it's dark sometimes and why I walked Adam all the way up to Uni at midnight one night? It's a secret.
I like to think I am complex. I'm probably not but it's nice to think that I am.
06 February 2007
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My mother told me to lose some weight today. She didn't mean that I should actually lose it today. I mean that she told me today.
So anyway i'm exhausted. I had my exam yesterday which meant I slept badly and was up at 7 and didn't get back to my house until 10:45pm. I can't believe it takes so long. Watched a movie in the afternoon. Stranger than fiction. I'm not a Will Ferrell fan at all, in fact I really dislike his comedy but the movie was really good. It was done really well. It's one of those ones that you have to think about. Tried to sleep on the coach on the way home. I was completely exhaused but I couldn't. I almost slept on the bus but didn't quite get there. Good thing I had my pillow with me to keep me company.
Going to the RTA today. at 3pm. I have to straighten my hair in case they need to take a photograph. Then mother is taking me to the video store and I plan on renting "Yours, Mine & Ours", "Material Girls" and "John Tucker Must Die". I plan on watching these silly movies in the sitting room for the rest of the evening with elefant while wearing a specific jacket. I know the word you're looking for. It's pathetic. Meh.
Going to Eat potato bake now.
My Photo Album
"Having lunch in a park in Zealand"
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"Glacier Climbing in NZ"
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"Jet Boating with the family in NZ"
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"Making a card tower on the ferry crossing in NZ"
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"The Soda Fountain"
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"Hole in the Rock"
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"Old Cromwell Town"
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"On top of Franz Josef Glacier"
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"Kiss for the Rock'n'Roll Gender Bender"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Chev, Alicia and John"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Alicia and Me"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Marissa"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Phillllllliiiiippp"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Timmy"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - John John"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Another John"
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"Ghost Drop Girls"
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"Lounging around @ SusSEX"
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"Rosie Hammocking"
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"Kath fell asleep in the sunshine"
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"Caitlin's Bday @ Moose"
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"The boys bonding"
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"Caitlin & Matthew"
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"The family @ Mitch's 21st"
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"Case & I @ Op Shop '06"
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"The boys visiting Berra"
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"Chicken & his Daddy watching the footy"
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"Drunk on Midori"
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"Boring Bar Night"
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"Caitlin and Me at the Bar"
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"Ressies Ball '06"
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"P-top common room"
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"Mitchie's Graduation!!"
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"The 'rents were so proud"
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"Smiling Faces"
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"Kath's first visit @ the bus stop"
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"Damo's Birthday Dinner '06"
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"Yummy Yummy Yummy Pasta"
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"Caitlin Snorting"
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"John & Diane @ Moose"
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"Traffic Light Party"
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"Moustache Men"
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"Pizza Boy"
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"I tried to eat Caitlin's ear"
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"Johnny Boy"
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"Checkers after I.Love"
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"P.A.D"
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"Ben & Timmy"
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Tunes to keep you busy
A Quick Wilson Quiz
"You can't stop the beat" - Hairspray
TRACY
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet
But i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'
Round and round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
TRACY & LINK
Cause you can't stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
PENNY
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea
SEAWEED
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be
PENNY
And if they try to stop us, Seaweed,
I'll call the N Double A C P
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
PENNY & SEAWEED
Cause you can't stop the beat
PENNY & SEAWEED
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
What I'm dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!
EDNA
You cant stop my happiness
Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
So if you don't like the way i look
Well, i |ust don't give a damn!
EDNA & ENSEMBLE
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
EDNA & COMPANY
'Cause you cant stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
MOTORMOUTH
Oh oh oh
You can't stop today
As it comes speeding down the track
Child, yesterday is hist'ry
And it's never coming back
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause tomorrow is a brand new day
MOTORMOUTH
And it don't know white from black
ENSEMBLE
Yeah!
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat
ALL
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop ths paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
You can't stop the beat!
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
ALL
Ever since we first saw the sun
A man and woman like to shake it when the day is done
But we're gonna shake and shimmy it
And have some fun
For today!
ALL
Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
'Cause you can't stop the beat!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
my name is wilson
I'm one of those people who prefers to be out the back of the shoe store packing away boxes and ordering shoes rather than serving customers. I'm allergic to nothing and yet
I avoid things that i'm not used to. I fell in love once and to be loved is the most wonderful feeling in the entire world. I hold on to stereotypes of myself from years
ago not realising how much i've changed. I've taken two steps toward being independent but am nowhere near the stage most people are at my age. I crave attention but at
the same time hate getting it. I like my privacy and my space and miss having a big backyard to wander in. I want to do everything but make no effort to do anything
and then complain about it. I love to laugh and to make other people laugh at me. I can't stand being serious or when somebody else is crying and I can't do anything
to make them feel better. I want to be held when I cry. I want to be spoilt and to lie in bed forever with someone who i've given my heart to.
