I dont think I wanna blog about this. Broke up with Casey. Well... not officially or anything but it was pretty obvious that things weren't gonna progress after I saw him with not one but TWO girls tonight. Charming. Oh well... Yeah I know, I kissed Damian. He probably won't remember and i'm not planning on doing it again but I was pretty shitfaced. Yeah I know, I go to university and suddenly become this slut who goes out with a boy for two weeks and then kisses another boy. It's ridiculous. Caitlin was amazing though. I don't want to sleep in my room tonight, coz Casey's slept in there. But I can't sleep in Damian's room coz it's just not comfortable. So I don't know what to do. No doubt Caitlin's asleep by now coz Damian and I walked her back to UV over an hour ago. Since then we've played pool and hung out in R-top coz I was waiting for Casey to come back so I could kick his arse. Jeff gave me chips though which was nice. Okay so they were gross chips. But still I thought it was nice. Yeah I know, sitting by my window waiting for Casey to walk past at 4:30 in the morning isn't the best idea. But I was taught (or told off Television) that it's not good to go to bed with unresolved issues and i've really been trying that.
Just called John. Yeah i'm still half drunk (I had four drinks tonight, a cruiser, and three smirnoffs) and I thought it would be funny to wake him up. I know Dirt said that the best thing after a bad night is to have a good sleep but I really don't want to go to bed right now.
Tonight was naughty nurses and dirty doctors at the Uni bar and I actually dressed up and everything. Casey wasn't gonna be there coz he had a dinner but I saw him there later so he must have finished by then. He was pretty drunk by the time I spoke to him and he told me to come find him later. Caitlin and I did like two laps of the entire bar looking for him under the knowledge that Jeff said he was probably passed out somewhere. John found him with some girl. He saw me and he was holding her hand and he said that i'd been ignoring him all night, when actually i'd been looking for him for the past hour when he must have been on the dancefloor with some skank.
NB: I only mean the term skank as derogatory towards Casey himself, I'm sure the girl was lovely.
So anyway Caitlin and I had to go to the bathroom anyway and it looked like we were following them but we actually had to go. After they were gone. Later we saw him whispering in the ear of another girl and I really wanted to leave. Okay actually the first thing I wanted to do was to find Damian. Caitlin threw out her alcohol and walked me back down to Arscottt and I called Damian on the way and he talked to Caitlin and apparently he ran all the way from the Uni bar to Arscott for me. So anyway I tried sleeping on his bed for a while but that didn't work. So then we walked Caitlin back to UV so she could go to bed. Then I went back to Damian's room and that's where I kissed him (it was fairly awful, turns out Casey is a wonderful kisser) but then I went back to my room. I forgot my pillows so I went back down to get them but then I couldn't get into the corridoor so I banged on his window and challenged him to a game of pool. That's when John came back and watched us play until we finished and he offered to take me to Casey's room so I could find him (coz I can't get into the corridoor without a key for that floor) but he wasn't there so Damian and I sat with Jason and Jeff and Ricky and Josh and Bec and... yeah thats about it... for a while until I got so tired and went and got my pillows from Damian's room and now i'm here... blogging... at 4:36am in the morning.
Okay so it's not like I expected it to last. He was the one talking about telling the grandkids and us going to Paris and all that. The part that bugs me is the fact that he seemed to like me much more than I liked him, and still he ended up cheating on me. What gives? Anyway. I'm okay with it. I think if I hit him and maybe ask Jeff for some backstabbing to be done over the Uni Radio i'll be totally fine.
And i'm not going out with Damian now.
My Photo Album
"Having lunch in a park in Zealand"
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"Glacier Climbing in NZ"
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"Jet Boating with the family in NZ"
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"Making a card tower on the ferry crossing in NZ"
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"The Soda Fountain"
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"Hole in the Rock"
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"Old Cromwell Town"
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"On top of Franz Josef Glacier"
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"Kiss for the Rock'n'Roll Gender Bender"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Chev, Alicia and John"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Alicia and Me"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Marissa"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Phillllllliiiiippp"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Timmy"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - John John"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Another John"
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"Ghost Drop Girls"
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"Lounging around @ SusSEX"
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"Rosie Hammocking"
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"Kath fell asleep in the sunshine"
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"Caitlin's Bday @ Moose"
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"The boys bonding"
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"Caitlin & Matthew"
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"The family @ Mitch's 21st"
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"Case & I @ Op Shop '06"
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"The boys visiting Berra"
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"Chicken & his Daddy watching the footy"
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"Drunk on Midori"
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"Boring Bar Night"
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"Caitlin and Me at the Bar"
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"Ressies Ball '06"
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"P-top common room"
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"Mitchie's Graduation!!"
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"The 'rents were so proud"
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"Smiling Faces"
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"Kath's first visit @ the bus stop"
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"Damo's Birthday Dinner '06"
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"Yummy Yummy Yummy Pasta"
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"Caitlin Snorting"
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"John & Diane @ Moose"
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"Traffic Light Party"
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"Moustache Men"
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"Pizza Boy"
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"I tried to eat Caitlin's ear"
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"Johnny Boy"
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"Checkers after I.Love"
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"P.A.D"
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"Ben & Timmy"
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Tunes to keep you busy
A Quick Wilson Quiz
"You can't stop the beat" - Hairspray
TRACY
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet
But i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'
Round and round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
TRACY & LINK
Cause you can't stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
PENNY
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea
SEAWEED
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be
PENNY
And if they try to stop us, Seaweed,
I'll call the N Double A C P
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
PENNY & SEAWEED
Cause you can't stop the beat
PENNY & SEAWEED
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
What I'm dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!
EDNA
You cant stop my happiness
Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
So if you don't like the way i look
Well, i |ust don't give a damn!
EDNA & ENSEMBLE
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
EDNA & COMPANY
'Cause you cant stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
MOTORMOUTH
Oh oh oh
You can't stop today
As it comes speeding down the track
Child, yesterday is hist'ry
And it's never coming back
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause tomorrow is a brand new day
MOTORMOUTH
And it don't know white from black
ENSEMBLE
Yeah!
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat
ALL
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop ths paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
You can't stop the beat!
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
ALL
Ever since we first saw the sun
A man and woman like to shake it when the day is done
But we're gonna shake and shimmy it
And have some fun
For today!
ALL
Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
'Cause you can't stop the beat!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
my name is wilson
I'm one of those people who prefers to be out the back of the shoe store packing away boxes and ordering shoes rather than serving customers. I'm allergic to nothing and yet
I avoid things that i'm not used to. I fell in love once and to be loved is the most wonderful feeling in the entire world. I hold on to stereotypes of myself from years
ago not realising how much i've changed. I've taken two steps toward being independent but am nowhere near the stage most people are at my age. I crave attention but at
the same time hate getting it. I like my privacy and my space and miss having a big backyard to wander in. I want to do everything but make no effort to do anything
and then complain about it. I love to laugh and to make other people laugh at me. I can't stand being serious or when somebody else is crying and I can't do anything
to make them feel better. I want to be held when I cry. I want to be spoilt and to lie in bed forever with someone who i've given my heart to.
