03 March 2006

* Uni has corrupted me. *

Last night I kinda broke up with Casey. Then we talked and we're kinda back together again. Yes I know... first date is still tonight.

It all steamrolled and I reserve the right to blame 50% of the entire problem on Damian.

It kinda started with Speed Dating last night. Arscott house was having a Speed Dating get together and all these people had signed up. Casey called me at like 8:30 ish and I asked him where he was and he told me he was in the courtyard speed dating. I was a little miffed okay. And I knew that he was only doing it to meet more people and to mingle but I still felt a little jealous and all that. So anyway it was Uni Bar night and I felt like dressing up a bit so I wore my grey shirt and brown pants and put on some jewellery and my nice formal shoes. The plan was for Caitlin, Damian and I to meet in Damian's room, watch Lost and the Amazing Race on tv and then wander up to the bar. The reason for tv first was so that we could drink without having to pay for the alcohol. So anyway I got down to Damian's at about 9 and caitlin arrived at around 9:30ish. We missed most of Lost.

Since i'm not eating very well at all I had forgotten to have dinner that night (I had lunch at 4pm tho, so it could be considered a very early dinner). I wasn't hungry or anything but by the end of my second drink I was having a bit of trouble walking properly. John knocked on the door and said that everyone was going up to the Uni Bar so we walked up. Damian got a lift with the mini bus but there wasn't room for the rest of us. I just kept talking on the trip. Argh.

So anyway at the Uni Bar i'm kind of avoiding Casey coz I was still a little upset about Speed Dating and + I was kinda drunk and didn't really want to talk to him in that state. Damian played pool for a while. Caitlin and I went to get him a burbon and coke (blerg) and this guy said to Caitlin "What are you getting?" and she's like "burbon and coke" and he's like "i'll shout it" and she's like "nah, it's for a friend" but I was like, darnit, Damian coulda got his drink bought by another guy. Hehehe. So anyway. Playing pool.

Chloe comes up to me and askes if I could take her to the bathroom coz she thinks she's gonna be sick, she had two bottles of passion pop before she arrived at the bar. So I take her, she doesn't throw up, she meets a friend and decides to go dancing so I leave her. I run into Casey on the way back to the pool table. We chat a bit, he's holding two beers (blerg).

I get back to pool with the guys... manage to sink no balls whatsoever. Adam says that he wants to go home, we plan to after the game. Chloe comes up to me and asks if I can walk her home so i'm like "fine" and Adam comes with us.

Omg Chloe is the biggest pain in the entire world. She was absolutely smashed. She decides, against our advice, to take off her shoes on the way back and ends up with a cut in her heel that bleeds all over the stairs on the way back to her room. We walk her back and talk to her and keep telling her that nobody hates her and all that junk. We don't manage to get her to her room but we make it to the common room. Bob is there and so we talk to him (it was after midnight so he just turned 18 so we said Happy Birthday). We get a bucket from her room and I get my first aid kit.

In the end she ends up throwing up in the bucket and sleeping with it under her chin on the couch. Adam and I leave her there eventually because she falls asleep, I know I should have stayed with her but she seemed alright and I wasn't going to sleep there all night.

So I call Caitlin and she comes down to Arscott and Caitlin, Adam and I play pool in the green room. Casey comes back from the Uni bar too and we chat for a bit in the tv green room. Oh by the way, they call it the green room but there is actually a pool room, a giant room with a giant tv, and another long room with two tv's in it out the back. So it's the green room(s). Yeah so we were talking in the tv green room and Logan and a girl were sitting in the green room playing/watching the guys play pool. So anyway the girl comes in to change the channel and she saw us kissing and she's like "oooh, look at you two" and I don't mind coz I don't know her but I sort of know Logan and he saw too.

John was pissed in the uni bar earlier in the night and he asked what was going on with me and Damian and he's like "there's something there" and i'm like "its not gonna happen" and he's like "why" but we wouldn't tell him, Casey dont seem to be into the whole public knowledge thing. ooh u know what he said tho. John (Caitlin's John) was like "is it someone else?" and i didn't say anything and he's like "is it case?" and I laugh and i'm like "where'd you get that from?" and he's like "I duno"

So anyway the point of that paragraph is that Logan is friends with John.

This is where it's gonna start to get tricky, and i'm gonna not want to type everything that happened. So beware of the bias.

The night before this all happened Casey and I were hanging out and we were pretty close to falling asleep on my bed together... and I didn't mind. So thursday, he asked me if I wanted to fall asleep next to him and I kinda said no because a) I had asked Caitlin to walk all the way down to Arscott and I felt bad just going to bed and ditching her + I was planning on walking her back to UV b) I was still not happy about the speed dating thing and a little drunk too.

Oh so Caitlin's John and Damian arrived back from the bar, John was so pissed he pushed two couches together and fell asleep. I was lying on a couch at this point in time and Damian got another one a pushed it together with mine. Caitlin left and got walked back to UV with Logan and the girl. Damian kept putting his arm on my and I kept moving it off. It got fairly annoying. Casey was in the next room playing pool by himself.

So i'm gonna skip over the next bit real quick. So I decide to get up and go to bed, Damian gets up too and we wake John up. Damian and John leave and I say goodnight to Casey but he don't seem too friendly. I walk out but I look back and he motions for me to come back so I do. We kinda fight a bit. Not real angry fighting, but I told him that Damian liked me and he was all like "well if you like him too you should persue him" and i'm like "but i'm with you" and he's like "maybe we should put this, whatever this is, on hold for a while so you can" and i'm like "..."

Thats where the steamroller really took off. We had a terrible conversation and so I just left. I almost made it to my room before I started crying. Apparently he sat in the stairwell for like ages. He called me twice, the first time I didn't answer and the second time he's like "how much do you really like this guy?" and I fobbed him off and told him I didn't want to talk about it now because I was tired.

About 10 minutes later I called his room and asked him to come down so we could talk about stuff. I didn't want to go to bed fighting. After another bad conversation I kinda actually did some talking. I told him bout the speed dating thing and the fact that he doesn't talk to me in public and apparently he was angry at me for the same reason (not the speed dating thing tho). He asked what I wanted and I told him that I wanted to hold his hand when we're outside and be allowed to kiss him and for him to put his arm around me. And he told me that he had told people about the relationship, Jeff and Nunny. So that made me feel better.

It was almost 4 by the time we got to bed (he slept next to me in my room) and he had to work the next day so his alarm was set for like 7. He didn't actually get up until 8 tho. We're still going out tonight and he's gonna call me at 2. He always smells nice, I don't know what it is but it's a total 'him' smell.

So uh... anyway... we're having a birthday dinner for Damian on Sunday coz it was his birthday on the 5th of Feb but we didn't know him then. Now I don't really want to go. So i'm going to have to see if i'll turn up or not. I have to go shopping with Caitlin anyway to buy hats and ingredients and stuff. I think we're gonna cook pasta.

Fletch was at the Uni bar last night when we were playing pool and he didn't seem to happy. He said he'd had a bad day but he didn't tell me why. I had to bugger off coz of Chloe but I asked him again this morning and he still wouldnt tell me. I said he could knock on my door anytime if he wanted to talk.

Casey called it "being mowed over" by me. He means it in a bad way btw.

Fuck i'm tired.

11:20 am | |

"You can't stop the beat" - Hairspray

TRACY
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet
But i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'
Round and round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way

TRACY & LINK
Cause you can't stop the beat

Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today

'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why

And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!

PENNY
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea

SEAWEED
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be

PENNY
And if they try to stop us, Seaweed,
I'll call the N Double A C P
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way

PENNY & SEAWEED
Cause you can't stop the beat

PENNY & SEAWEED
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today

'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
What I'm dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!

EDNA
You cant stop my happiness
Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
So if you don't like the way i look
Well, i |ust don't give a damn!

EDNA & ENSEMBLE
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way

EDNA & COMPANY
'Cause you cant stop the beat

Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today

Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!

MOTORMOUTH
Oh oh oh
You can't stop today
As it comes speeding down the track
Child, yesterday is hist'ry
And it's never coming back

MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause tomorrow is a brand new day

MOTORMOUTH
And it don't know white from black

ENSEMBLE
Yeah!

MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat

ALL
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop ths paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
You can't stop the beat!

Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah

ALL
Ever since we first saw the sun
A man and woman like to shake it when the day is done
But we're gonna shake and shimmy it
And have some fun
For today!

ALL
Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
'Cause you can't stop the beat!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!

03 March 2006

* Uni has corrupted me. *

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"Having lunch in a park in Zealand"

"Glacier Climbing in NZ"

"Jet Boating with the family in NZ"

"Making a card tower on the ferry crossing in NZ"

"The Soda Fountain"

"Hole in the Rock"

"Old Cromwell Town"

"On top of Franz Josef Glacier"

"Kiss for the Rock'n'Roll Gender Bender"

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"Heaven'n'Hell - Marissa"

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"Heaven'n'Hell - Another John"

"Ghost Drop Girls"

"Lounging around @ SusSEX"

"Rosie Hammocking"

"Kath fell asleep in the sunshine"

"Caitlin's Bday @ Moose"

"The boys bonding"

"Caitlin & Matthew"

"The family @ Mitch's 21st"

"Case & I @ Op Shop '06"

"The boys visiting Berra"

"Chicken & his Daddy watching the footy"

"Drunk on Midori"

"Boring Bar Night"

"Caitlin and Me at the Bar"

"Ressies Ball '06"

"P-top common room"

"Mitchie's Graduation!!"

"The 'rents were so proud"

"Smiling Faces"

"Kath's first visit @ the bus stop"

"Damo's Birthday Dinner '06"

"Yummy Yummy Yummy Pasta"

"Caitlin Snorting"

"John & Diane @ Moose"

"Traffic Light Party"

"Moustache Men"

"Pizza Boy"

"I tried to eat Caitlin's ear"

"Johnny Boy"

"Checkers after I.Love"

"P.A.D"

"Ben & Timmy"

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"You can't stop the beat" - Hairspray

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