I'm not sure if I shall keep the new template or not. I think its purdy tho. And I was maybe thinking of changing the address since i've kinda gotten rid of the title now. Don't worry, I won't change it without telling you all. I'll post a link on here if I end up changing it.
Michael's party was last night. Had a very good time, drank some, but not too much. It's nice to be able to put faces with the names and email addy's of ppl on the mailing list thingo.
Saw Stick It today. Argh, absolute crap. Blergh. But it was nice to go to the movies for the second time this year. Saw Janani at the station on the way home, havent seen her in yonks. I told her to say hi to her sister for me.
Pillow is sitting next to me. Tempted to just kinda slide down in my chair and fall asleep. But I shall resist. I shall finish this blog post and then check the group site and then either clean up my room or go to sleep on the couch in the family room.
Stuff is too confusing. Actually it's not really confusing at all. And i'm glad that life doesn't let you have everything that you want. It would just be too easy if it was like that. There's something I want. But it's not allowed and I know where the line is so I plan on suffering in silence. And i'm saying 'suffering' like it's a big thing, it really isn't. Well it kind of is but I plan on ignoring it forever and ever so it helps if I think of it as a small thing. A miniscule thing. A non-existent thing. A nothing. It helps.
Spent a lot of time at Mikey's party sitting on the trampoline discussing orgasms. Yes orgasms, I did not misspell organisms. The problem with the discussion is that nobody had...
I don't like that paragraph anymore. I have decided to stop it right there and instead of deleting it I am just going to leave it where it is. To sit in silence. Unloved and unwanted.
The title of this blog - the inconstant moon - is from Romeo and Juliet. It's the whole "swear not by the moon, the inconstant moon" kind of thing. I thought it was rather approproate because i'm fairly inconstant. But I can't say i've ever mooned anybody before. Yes Katharine, make a crap joke for a few laughs, but just remember, they're not laughing with you, they're laughing AT you.
Third person works wonders. We got our tax packages in the mail recently. Argh. I hate doing my tax return, it's not like it's even that difficult, it's just that I don't like doing it. It's so proper and has to to be right and everything. Hopefully this year i'll get a tax refund.
I need a job methinks.
Didja like your monkey michael? I really had absolutely no idea what to get you and it seemed that everybody had got you alcohol so I figured it was appropriate to go in the absolute opposite direction. Remember, his name is Cluedo but you are welcome to change it if you like.
Slept at Megan's last night. I woke up at about 4amish and was going to roll over when I found a cat sleeping with me. But I scared her away coz I rolled over before realising that she was there. Unfortunate, she was very warm.
Tom's stopped sleeping with me. Ever since I slept out in the lounge room on sunday night, I haven't seen him since.
This is strange. Even though I'm writing small paragraphs I can't seem to stop typing. I'm writing things that mean nothing and have little literary value whatsoever, but I just can't seem to stop it. I like the rhythmic sound of the typing I suppose. Argh I with I could type with more than one finger. It's weird and unnatural. Actually I lie. I use one finger on my left hand. And three on my right. I use my pinkie finger to press the enter key. My pointer for half the keys and my middle finger for the other half.
So tired. And i'm a bit cold. I have to go for a bushwalk one day soon. But I promised mum I would finish her photos this weekend and we've got people over on sunday, picnic on monday, camp wilson on the weekend after this one. I have to fit the Dentist in there somewhere, getting my hair done on wednesday. Have to find time to do something with Alicia and I want to get more photos developed for my wall but I don't really want to pay for them.
My Photo Album
"Having lunch in a park in Zealand"
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"Glacier Climbing in NZ"
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"Jet Boating with the family in NZ"
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"Making a card tower on the ferry crossing in NZ"
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"The Soda Fountain"
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"Hole in the Rock"
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"Old Cromwell Town"
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"On top of Franz Josef Glacier"
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"Kiss for the Rock'n'Roll Gender Bender"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Chev, Alicia and John"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Alicia and Me"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Marissa"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Phillllllliiiiippp"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Timmy"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - John John"
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"Heaven'n'Hell - Another John"
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"Ghost Drop Girls"
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"Lounging around @ SusSEX"
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"Rosie Hammocking"
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"Kath fell asleep in the sunshine"
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"Caitlin's Bday @ Moose"
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"The boys bonding"
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"Caitlin & Matthew"
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"The family @ Mitch's 21st"
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"Case & I @ Op Shop '06"
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"The boys visiting Berra"
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"Chicken & his Daddy watching the footy"
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"Drunk on Midori"
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"Boring Bar Night"
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"Caitlin and Me at the Bar"
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"Ressies Ball '06"
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"P-top common room"
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"Mitchie's Graduation!!"
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"The 'rents were so proud"
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"Smiling Faces"
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"Kath's first visit @ the bus stop"
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"Damo's Birthday Dinner '06"
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"Yummy Yummy Yummy Pasta"
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"Caitlin Snorting"
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"John & Diane @ Moose"
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"Traffic Light Party"
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"Moustache Men"
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"Pizza Boy"
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"I tried to eat Caitlin's ear"
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"Johnny Boy"
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"Checkers after I.Love"
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"P.A.D"
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"Ben & Timmy"
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Tunes to keep you busy
A Quick Wilson Quiz
"You can't stop the beat" - Hairspray
TRACY
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet
But i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'
Round and round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
TRACY & LINK
Cause you can't stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
PENNY
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea
SEAWEED
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be
PENNY
And if they try to stop us, Seaweed,
I'll call the N Double A C P
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
PENNY & SEAWEED
Cause you can't stop the beat
PENNY & SEAWEED
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
What I'm dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!
EDNA
You cant stop my happiness
Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
So if you don't like the way i look
Well, i |ust don't give a damn!
EDNA & ENSEMBLE
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
EDNA & COMPANY
'Cause you cant stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
MOTORMOUTH
Oh oh oh
You can't stop today
As it comes speeding down the track
Child, yesterday is hist'ry
And it's never coming back
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause tomorrow is a brand new day
MOTORMOUTH
And it don't know white from black
ENSEMBLE
Yeah!
MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat
ALL
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop ths paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
You can't stop the beat!
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
ALL
Ever since we first saw the sun
A man and woman like to shake it when the day is done
But we're gonna shake and shimmy it
And have some fun
For today!
ALL
Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
'Cause you can't stop the beat!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
my name is wilson
I'm one of those people who prefers to be out the back of the shoe store packing away boxes and ordering shoes rather than serving customers. I'm allergic to nothing and yet
I avoid things that i'm not used to. I fell in love once and to be loved is the most wonderful feeling in the entire world. I hold on to stereotypes of myself from years
ago not realising how much i've changed. I've taken two steps toward being independent but am nowhere near the stage most people are at my age. I crave attention but at
the same time hate getting it. I like my privacy and my space and miss having a big backyard to wander in. I want to do everything but make no effort to do anything
and then complain about it. I love to laugh and to make other people laugh at me. I can't stand being serious or when somebody else is crying and I can't do anything
to make them feel better. I want to be held when I cry. I want to be spoilt and to lie in bed forever with someone who i've given my heart to.